i am so tired. i want to go back to sleep again. i just ate. and now i am a zoombie. my stomach erts. ouch! so tired. i went to sleep at 10 last night. then work up at 8:30. had breakfast and went back to sleep. then work up at 12:30. had lunch and soon i will sleep again.

CAST YOUR VOTES!!!
below are two pairs of boots. which one do you think I should keep?


KENNETH COLE 


ALDO 

I had a lovely nap today. i was so sleep after work, i had my cake, checked email and crashed. i woke up refreshed. :)

Then I met up with Deb and we had dinner at Viva de France. It's charming there. :)

Devil's Food with Strawberries n Cream 

This past weekend I made a cake. You can see it in the above pictures. But you won't be able to taste it. That is, for the except few. It turned out well and the reviews were inviting. Don't know what i'll make next, maybe nothing. just kidding. i am sure i'll think of something.


Luna Park Los Angeles 

This past weekend, I decided to hit up this place I read about on MSN. Early this year I read about 10 things that "you" have to do before winter ends. And Luna Park was one of them. The suggestion was hot chocolate. I decided to think "out of the box" and have dinner there. It's influence comes from the Luna Park in San Francisco. It's got crimson-colored walls which gives it an added romantic auora, yet also a cozy gathering with friends. The mojitos were pretty good. and the food, i must say...i can't complain. and from me, that's a big compliment. all in all, it was a grand experience. i would defintely go there again, to try their desserts. Afterwards, we decided that we'd go to a korean bar. but it was only 7:30 so, we'd only looks like alcholics. instead we attempted to watch a movie in westwood, but that didn't work out. so we chilled at the coffee bean instead. then hit up cafe toe bang. i liked it there it was so cozy and cute. that's my first korean bar experience and soju. good times. ;) you know who you are. hehehe. alrighties.....till next time.

cold....

thinking about napping. kinda tired, actually really tired. last night i didn't get my full eight cause i went out. i also had a so-called nightmare. it was about food. but i'll spare the details cause i am too lazy to explain. in fact i am speechless. perhaps, i will rest after all. however, i really do need to read. snooze.....

so much to do. so little time. i am pretty tired. it has been so hard to get up these days. for a 60% chance of rain, today is a really nice day. i was going to cycle but i think i need to rest. my back muscles are contracting and it hurts like CRAZY. headaches constantly pounding at me. i am taking advil. lots of it, but it isn't really helping all that much, i'll wait and see what happens tomorrow, if it doesn't get better, i am going to start taking tylenol with codane. it has been pretty bad lately. as i type the pain increases, perhaps, i should stop.

today was a medio day. i managed to do most of my work, except notebook. we even had a discussion about that today. here's my input, i didn't say too much cause i was dying from my pains. plus, i had more work to get done. now my boss isn't the nicest lady and i have finally come to realize that. she is pretty demanding and expects a lot. i don't mind that so much, but i think she could be more understanding about what we do. sure she is busy herself, but she has to realize that WE are not robots. she expects us to do 10 things at once without error. of course that is not possible. when you want someone to do multiple things, it wouldn't be up to par. isn't that right? multi-tasking is my specialty, but you have to give me a 1% error. i think that is only fair. aside from that, i work hard and i am feeling under appreciated. so what's that tell you. do you think i'll work hard for you if you're going to treat me like shit. of course not. nonetheless, i still work hard cause it is who i am. and if you find me sitting for 2 mins, that's cause that's the first time i got to take a breather.

i love this blogger, it let's me vent and express what i am thinking before i blow up.

i just had a little snack. perfect to put me in a mellow mood. i might nap, but first a shower, then maybe dinner, no nap and head to bed early. i have a feeling it will rain tomorrow. well that is it for now, at least.

life through my eyes 

listening to death cab for cutie - transaltanticism

i am hesitating....i should go shower and then eat dinner, but i have decided to just sit here and type before my time is consumed by doing nothing. i think there is something missing in my life. do i just fill in the voids to lie to myself. i often wonder. the mind is a powerful weapon. why? because if i tell myself something and emphasize it, it becomes "law." at least in my mind. so what's the way around it. first impressions are important, however....do they have a lasting impression. if so does that not null my previous comment. i could just be blahhing. or maybe i need more advil.

so apparently, i've been oding on them aspirin. taking way too much. i will need to take some advil. linda bought me some. She is so sweet. Thanks again, Linda.

i feel like i have to throw up or something. i am wearing this cute care bear band aid. i totally jinges myself cause yesterday i was like, i wanna use it. and today, i got cut. i think i am getting sick, trying to fight it though.

so i get derailed a lot. i think i think way too much for my own good. seious, i am always thinking, my mind is only on pause when i am watching tv. i guess i need a good dosage of that one in a while. also when i am reading.

things i really need to get done is clean my desk, read about my savings plan. ahhhh...so much to do, where does the time go. a confession, while i am at it...so lately....i have many things on my mind, and would like to express them, but haven't found a neutral opinion to convey it to. is it really necessary though. and with time, i will get distracted. i gotta write this thought down before it passes. humbug....it is running...from me.

so i wish i had some steak, maybe i'll ask my sister if she wants to get some. but where?

gosh, it is already my bedtime. i was going to rant but honestly lately i have been way to tired. i think i am getting/am sick, but just won't give into it. cause i constantly have o drink water. the back/neck has taken a turn for the worst cause it is really painful for me to function without medication. i am constantly popping pills. without it, i would be in bed all day. my neck is so stiff that i am so dying.

today is valentine's day. yuppie. i am so behind on my emails and paper work. i gota catch up. before i get bogged down. i think i will sleep soon cause i need to get a lot of rest. however, let me leave you with one note. today, after my shower, i tried out my new lotion from Johnson and Johnson, it is the milk lotion one. i feel like a baby now. it smells refreshing too. i also have the lavender bedtime one for when i get fussy.

sean and i had brunch at the cheesecake factory this past sunday. gosh, when you add a "the" it makes me sound so "you know." oh well. the giant belguim waffle was pretty grand. didn't go with my mojito though, but it did with the loxs. hehehe. so yeah, mojitos make me tired for some odd reason.

also saw hitch. that's a perfect first date/date movie. why? it's perfect for people who are just at the first trimeseter of dating cause the movie has a lot of follow up topics that you could talk about that won't make bringing the topic up odd.

whatelse, i took my mom and relatives shopping this past weekend. i ended up getting some things, totally unplanned. i got a vest from lacoste....so expensive. and boots from kenneth cole. they are interesting. my mommy was going to buy my vest for me, but i felt bad, it was nice of her to offer though. it is nice to have a job. she didn't even complain about me buying it. yuppie.

okay, now it is truly bed time. good night sheila.

D&B with Linda and Carol 

Hanging out at D&B was fun. Haven't been out in a while so it was fun to socialize with friends and co-workers.

it's saturday and i am to take my relatives shopping at cabazon. the past three weeks have been pretty busy. oddly, i have been quite speechless lately. does that mean there's more internal monologues going on in my head? perhaps, maybe i just need water, dehydration?

the hallmark holiday is coming up. hope i get candy, sorta treat. let's see if it is presented before me.

i am so tired. my back/neck/knee has been killing me lately. i hope it gets better soon. i am hungry so i think i'll hunt for something to eat.

i was reading my sister's xanga and found this. for an innocent catholic girl, i am amused when i see devil horns. why is that?  

saturday night....cindy and i indulged ourselves with some sushi and drinks.  

this past weekend was refreshing. i met up with my of my pals from uci. i haven't seen him in so long. he just came back from asia. we decided to grab some yogurt from 21 flavors down at old town pasedena. it was nice getting together and catching up. later that evening, i met up with cindy and we grab something to eat at one of the new restuarants over at the santa anita mall. then later we checked out D&B. we had an interesting time there, eh?

today, i started work at my old new company. orientation was great. overall, i had a blast today, met some new people too. and good to see old friends again. just wanted to thank everyone.

just shower....was almost refreshing....but then as i come outta the shower i find that the HEATER is on. I hate it when the HEATER is on cause it cost me $$$....that i would rather use elsewhere. that is probably the most annoying thing about having roommates. i wish they would ask before turning it on. so perhaps, i will just turn it off. the thing about my central heater is that it DRIES out my contacts. and it is so hot now. it's like asshole, put on a sweater or something. and what gets me more is when i am not home i wonder how often they use it. it may be a bit selfish for me to think that way, but they are selfish too. even though if they may have good sentiments....it is ultimately selfish. if you hadn't notice i am cautious about my HARD EARNED money. however, i will splurge on the people i care about and whatnot. so i guess in sum, what does that say....you figure it out. ;) HAHA

going to go make lunch now for tomorrow, am too lazy to iron tonight. i feel bitter cause of the above.

currently listening to ayumi hamasaki- heartplace. i just finished watching house of flying daggers. i enjoyed it. Takeshi Kaneshiro is such a hottie. however, though it was a love story, i still wanted more. i felt like it wasn't complete. The cinematography though was pretty nice. one scene was just too gory though.

my sides are aching, i did my obliques and i feel them. ouchie. i am pretty hungry, but don't really got anything to eat. maybe an enlish muffin. that should hold me over.

my tummy erts. i think that second glass of tangerine juice 'fresh squeezed' was a bad idea. hopefully, the badness will pass.

i am at home right now cause i had a dentist appointment. i had 4 fillings done. gosh, it took more than two hours, that's tough. i was all numb and drooling and really couldn't feel anything. extremely numb. the numbness has pretty much worn off. the doctor did a pretty good job. kudos.

ran errands with my sister today and we ended up staying at best buy for like an hour or so. she got two dvds. i was going to get a couple, but i think i'll wait on it.

i have work tomorrow. boo..... i am too tired and achy to go. i am really getting lazy. ever since my accident it hasn't been the day. i want to heal soon so i can go back to my routine. i have had to take so many things down a degree. i will cycle tomorrow though cause i need to. of course, a light work out cause when i put too much, i ache and well, we can't have that now. the void in my back is getting better, but my stiff neck is still tight. soon, it will get better, so i can do my arm regiment. perhaps. i really want to take up a yoga class. i think it will improve my knee issue.

i had a pretty satisfying meal for dinner, however some egg would have been pleasant. perhaps, i should make my lunch for tomorrow. but i may go out...so many not. i could always go home. since i live close by, or just read. that sounds pleasant.

i noticed that this entry was more blah...guess its cause i am tired and sleep. i almost felt asleep on the chair a couple of times. or perhaps, my mind is elsewhere.

it's a beautiful sunday afternoon, so glorious and sunny. the perfect day to go to the beach or just simply bathe by the pool. i am indoors however. still got my stiff neck and painful shoulder with a brush of headaches. i hope this week's 3x PT sessions cure this misfortune. aside from all that, i am pretty much just chillin and relaxing. which is great. i am going to attempt to make some mocha cheesecake brownie bars. let's hope they turn out great. this week is my last week at work. ending on a thursday. props, however wednesday would have been more grand. but you take them, as you can. i think instead of relaxing in sd, i might just get my car tuned up. starting at my new work place next week.

only in so cal can you have 40 degrees one week and 76 then next few days. life is grand. :)

lately, i haven't been much to speak. i think it is because i am not well, i can barely get a word out. so instead read this for time being, it is one of my fav things to read.

Dunkin Donuts

another time, i will explain why, if i get to it.

that's chiba bay. gosh....it's just so pretty.  


boracay island at the philippines. i spent a couple of days there during the summer of 2004. it was so nice and tropical. i loved it. aside from all them blood sucking bugs.  

i am so tired. my head aches. i think i am getting sick cause my throat hurts. i am broken. boo. so today i saw the orthopedic. VERY helpful. i am tired now, and ache. so i will go eat something and sleep.

during intermission at the pantages theater where my sister and i watched les miserables.  


i am wearing one of the gifts i received this year. its that brown jacket that i am wearing. my aunt and her family gave it to me. usually i am picky, but this year, i got some bomb ass gifts. i like how it is flashy, yet plain. kudos! 

today, i updated my address book. on tuesday, i had a near cell lost. so i was backing everything up. i am so pooed. i should just go to sleep. but let me update. haven't in so long. i have been busy the past couple of days. i officially resigned from my job today to take on another one. tomorrow, i have an orthopedic appointment. i was rear-ended on new year's eve and am now suffering from neck and back/arm pain. i think i will lay down now. oh yeah, i have erased my family doctor. he isn't any good. i am going to a new one that listens to my problems and TREATS them. jackass.

shopping on the 26th was horrible too. there are just some messed up people out there that should just stay home. so let me tell you how that day went. my sister and i started our day out at old town and that was fine. then we went to target. still smooth. and we headed over to the santa anita mall. and oh my god, there are just some really RUDE people there. there were probably monrovian. i don't know. and i hate to make that rash judgement. as i entered into the mall parking lot i spotted this old man and asked him if he was leaving. he kindly told us where he parked and which one his car was. what a nice man. so we followed him. and got his space. there was a black honda pilot which a cauasian couple and a white truck with hispanic people in it. there was clearly enough room for me to position myself to wait. and so the black pilot was ULTIMATELY RUDE because the FAT lady told me that what i was doing was not right and that they should have gotten my space. i was very kind and said, i'm sorry but we asked him and followed him. what was wrong with that. i hate people that think that way those people in the pilot were. however, i was going to let them have the space, but before i could the white truck backs up trying to steal my space. but they drove away cause they were blocking the car coming out. i mean how stupid are these people. the idiots i had to deal with. i think i got a dink from that black pilot. they will get what they did in the long run.

note: this is a repost. i will try to post again later.

Merry Christmas!!!! Last night I went to midnight mass. It was shorten than I expected. I am surprise that I did not fall asleep. Perhaps that nap helped. Or perhaps it was the annoying FOBs that sat in front of us. I don't know. Sadly, after the service my family and I were commenting on the FOBs in front of us.

Aside from that, today my family and I will be joining my extended relatives at my cousins house. They live in Walnut I think. Which is perfect, I can drop of my expense reports. I need to get repaid.

I woke up early again today. Absolutely not getting my 8 hours, how sad. BRB...I have to go exercise cause my mom is nagging my dad too, and he is passing it off to me. He just wants to get outta it. Bad Daddy.