i am so tired. i want to go back to sleep again. i just ate. and now i am a zoombie. my stomach erts. ouch! so tired. i went to sleep at 10 last night. then work up at 8:30. had breakfast and went back to sleep. then work up at 12:30. had lunch and soon i will sleep again.

CAST YOUR VOTES!!!
below are two pairs of boots. which one do you think I should keep?


KENNETH COLE 


ALDO 

I had a lovely nap today. i was so sleep after work, i had my cake, checked email and crashed. i woke up refreshed. :)

Then I met up with Deb and we had dinner at Viva de France. It's charming there. :)

Devil's Food with Strawberries n Cream 

This past weekend I made a cake. You can see it in the above pictures. But you won't be able to taste it. That is, for the except few. It turned out well and the reviews were inviting. Don't know what i'll make next, maybe nothing. just kidding. i am sure i'll think of something.


Luna Park Los Angeles 

This past weekend, I decided to hit up this place I read about on MSN. Early this year I read about 10 things that "you" have to do before winter ends. And Luna Park was one of them. The suggestion was hot chocolate. I decided to think "out of the box" and have dinner there. It's influence comes from the Luna Park in San Francisco. It's got crimson-colored walls which gives it an added romantic auora, yet also a cozy gathering with friends. The mojitos were pretty good. and the food, i must say...i can't complain. and from me, that's a big compliment. all in all, it was a grand experience. i would defintely go there again, to try their desserts. Afterwards, we decided that we'd go to a korean bar. but it was only 7:30 so, we'd only looks like alcholics. instead we attempted to watch a movie in westwood, but that didn't work out. so we chilled at the coffee bean instead. then hit up cafe toe bang. i liked it there it was so cozy and cute. that's my first korean bar experience and soju. good times. ;) you know who you are. hehehe. alrighties.....till next time.

cold....

thinking about napping. kinda tired, actually really tired. last night i didn't get my full eight cause i went out. i also had a so-called nightmare. it was about food. but i'll spare the details cause i am too lazy to explain. in fact i am speechless. perhaps, i will rest after all. however, i really do need to read. snooze.....

so much to do. so little time. i am pretty tired. it has been so hard to get up these days. for a 60% chance of rain, today is a really nice day. i was going to cycle but i think i need to rest. my back muscles are contracting and it hurts like CRAZY. headaches constantly pounding at me. i am taking advil. lots of it, but it isn't really helping all that much, i'll wait and see what happens tomorrow, if it doesn't get better, i am going to start taking tylenol with codane. it has been pretty bad lately. as i type the pain increases, perhaps, i should stop.

today was a medio day. i managed to do most of my work, except notebook. we even had a discussion about that today. here's my input, i didn't say too much cause i was dying from my pains. plus, i had more work to get done. now my boss isn't the nicest lady and i have finally come to realize that. she is pretty demanding and expects a lot. i don't mind that so much, but i think she could be more understanding about what we do. sure she is busy herself, but she has to realize that WE are not robots. she expects us to do 10 things at once without error. of course that is not possible. when you want someone to do multiple things, it wouldn't be up to par. isn't that right? multi-tasking is my specialty, but you have to give me a 1% error. i think that is only fair. aside from that, i work hard and i am feeling under appreciated. so what's that tell you. do you think i'll work hard for you if you're going to treat me like shit. of course not. nonetheless, i still work hard cause it is who i am. and if you find me sitting for 2 mins, that's cause that's the first time i got to take a breather.

i love this blogger, it let's me vent and express what i am thinking before i blow up.

i just had a little snack. perfect to put me in a mellow mood. i might nap, but first a shower, then maybe dinner, no nap and head to bed early. i have a feeling it will rain tomorrow. well that is it for now, at least.

life through my eyes 

listening to death cab for cutie - transaltanticism

i am hesitating....i should go shower and then eat dinner, but i have decided to just sit here and type before my time is consumed by doing nothing. i think there is something missing in my life. do i just fill in the voids to lie to myself. i often wonder. the mind is a powerful weapon. why? because if i tell myself something and emphasize it, it becomes "law." at least in my mind. so what's the way around it. first impressions are important, however....do they have a lasting impression. if so does that not null my previous comment. i could just be blahhing. or maybe i need more advil.

so apparently, i've been oding on them aspirin. taking way too much. i will need to take some advil. linda bought me some. She is so sweet. Thanks again, Linda.

i feel like i have to throw up or something. i am wearing this cute care bear band aid. i totally jinges myself cause yesterday i was like, i wanna use it. and today, i got cut. i think i am getting sick, trying to fight it though.

so i get derailed a lot. i think i think way too much for my own good. seious, i am always thinking, my mind is only on pause when i am watching tv. i guess i need a good dosage of that one in a while. also when i am reading.

things i really need to get done is clean my desk, read about my savings plan. ahhhh...so much to do, where does the time go. a confession, while i am at it...so lately....i have many things on my mind, and would like to express them, but haven't found a neutral opinion to convey it to. is it really necessary though. and with time, i will get distracted. i gotta write this thought down before it passes. humbug....it is running...from me.

so i wish i had some steak, maybe i'll ask my sister if she wants to get some. but where?

gosh, it is already my bedtime. i was going to rant but honestly lately i have been way to tired. i think i am getting/am sick, but just won't give into it. cause i constantly have o drink water. the back/neck has taken a turn for the worst cause it is really painful for me to function without medication. i am constantly popping pills. without it, i would be in bed all day. my neck is so stiff that i am so dying.

today is valentine's day. yuppie. i am so behind on my emails and paper work. i gota catch up. before i get bogged down. i think i will sleep soon cause i need to get a lot of rest. however, let me leave you with one note. today, after my shower, i tried out my new lotion from Johnson and Johnson, it is the milk lotion one. i feel like a baby now. it smells refreshing too. i also have the lavender bedtime one for when i get fussy.

sean and i had brunch at the cheesecake factory this past sunday. gosh, when you add a "the" it makes me sound so "you know." oh well. the giant belguim waffle was pretty grand. didn't go with my mojito though, but it did with the loxs. hehehe. so yeah, mojitos make me tired for some odd reason.

also saw hitch. that's a perfect first date/date movie. why? it's perfect for people who are just at the first trimeseter of dating cause the movie has a lot of follow up topics that you could talk about that won't make bringing the topic up odd.

whatelse, i took my mom and relatives shopping this past weekend. i ended up getting some things, totally unplanned. i got a vest from lacoste....so expensive. and boots from kenneth cole. they are interesting. my mommy was going to buy my vest for me, but i felt bad, it was nice of her to offer though. it is nice to have a job. she didn't even complain about me buying it. yuppie.

okay, now it is truly bed time. good night sheila.

D&B with Linda and Carol 

Hanging out at D&B was fun. Haven't been out in a while so it was fun to socialize with friends and co-workers.

it's saturday and i am to take my relatives shopping at cabazon. the past three weeks have been pretty busy. oddly, i have been quite speechless lately. does that mean there's more internal monologues going on in my head? perhaps, maybe i just need water, dehydration?

the hallmark holiday is coming up. hope i get candy, sorta treat. let's see if it is presented before me.

i am so tired. my back/neck/knee has been killing me lately. i hope it gets better soon. i am hungry so i think i'll hunt for something to eat.