okay, i am beyond gaseous. I have killed myself 3 times. someone save me. gosh, what the hell did i eat?

i am so tired. so much to do but so lazy i am. see this is what is on my plate. i got my UCSF secondaries. then i got laundry, i gotta study. and i gotta pack. ROAR. in addition to all that i fell ROUND. like a beached whale. it's not helping at all. i really need to destress. i would usually go running, but i can't cause i got injured. i am feeling way better now though, but i have to give it a couple more days to heal. so instead i went to the pool today.

i am going to lay down now.

of interest:


You are Zhang Ziyi. you're free and wild. you like to have fun, whether it's flying in the air, picking fights, pretending to be a guy or kicking ass. you like to do it all. you also have an evil side which some ppl dislike. the only thing you've been really wanting to do is to shut chris tucker's annoying ass up! as he would say it, "you are one crazy bitch!"

ba ba ba ba. melody. i watch the patchwork fall, slow fade, to the ocean's arm, from here, can't see, can't taste, recycled air. i watch....come down......recycled air.

i watch the patchwork fall, slow fade to the ocean's arm, come down, release your arms.....

melody......i was waiting for a cross town train, when it struck me, waiting till birth like a movie, change my plan, rent a camera and a van ad cal you, pretend we are in love again, want so badly to believe truth in love real. am i like every word obsurd. melody...... i grace the lens frame using a friend as a stand, script called no rain, faked it. lockers snapped, crying on set. ACTION. kiss in a style clark gable mine. classic. badly believe love is real. am i like word...obsurd. wise beyond years, ever get fear? perfect person lie. tell self help, can't lie.

so yeah, the above proves that i can't keep up with songs. BOO! i am so DAMN full. oh, stuffed i am. so yeah, today i watched garden state. it was good. everyone should watch it. i'll definitely own that DVD. and i can't wait till scrubs comes out this week. hmm....yeah!

my ass is so sore. ouchie. i am sleepy, but not really. so i mananged to injure my knee/left leg. it is all warm right now and my cap moves. is that normal? i think it is getting better though cause yesterday it was pretty bad. it was all red and swollen. this morning it is cooling down. i may see the doctor again and have an x-ray done. the pain comes and goes. i don't know why. maybe going to work all those days was a bad idea. i am glad i am resting now though. i can't wait to be up and running. hopefully by tuesday. i have been sleeping on my back and it is killing me. i hate to sleep on me back.

i wanna watch garden state, it looks good. i am going to try to do that tomorrow. i also want to go to fat burger. haven't had a burger in a while. and lately, the food choice of the month has been curry. so yummy, but so high in sodium.

i am getting sleepy, i think i will go back to sleep.

so much on my mind, but so silent i am.

hi there blog. i am so tired. i am pretty much done with my arizona secondary. i just need my stinking SAT score. can you believe that. well anyways, i have to acquire that then i can send it off. after that one more secondary to go. today i sent out la's . nice to have that one done.

i made brownies today it was good.

okay, i am tired. just a short rant today.

so i am getting older. i already feel so old. gosh....where did my youth go?

i am so very tired and i need to nap. sigh. i need to get my secondary done. it has to be done tonight. i have but one section left and one that needs to be revised. i must send this out no later than friday. then two more secondaries and i am home free. i hope i get those done before friday too.

so i have been meaning to blog. but alas, i am always so tired. so here's what's going on. last week, on thursday, i checked out ROSCOE'S Chicken and Waffles. I read many raves about it, so i decided to check it out. it was pretty good there. but i must say, i don't think the reviews were all that accurate. i guess i just expected more from the waffles. i imagined it to be heaven. but they were still good, i just though there was something more special about them. the chicken was good too. nice and hot so you can still still the steam coming from it. ya gotta love that. their gravy and etc...delicious. so #2 for all you big eaters. and #13 for smaller portions. overall, I would go there again definitely. a con is that it is a bit pricey. it's no KFC i'll say.

moving on. i am now going to RANT about UCI disability services center. so my sis sprank her ankle. she's on crutches and the worst. thinking that uci had a service in which they drive you to class and pick you up, as which was the case when i use to go there. so i tell my sister about it and that way i don't have to drive 10 mins to UCI and pick her up to take her to class and then come back 1 hour and half later to pick her up. so we went there today to get that done and they (the UCI DISABLITY SERVICES) tell us that we don't do that anymore. I was outraged those stinking lazy ASSES. my goodness someone really needs to SUE them. sure they do other stuff like what....hmmm......interesting....I was so bitter. that chick in the front that was helping us was NO HUMANITARIAN. she was just a lazy ass. geez, get off your ass and help some people.

moving on. so i am bitter. i really need to get a job or something. i am all tired. oh yeah still recovering from my food poisioning on sunday. i still went to work on monday and tuesday. i think i am going to get sick soon. gosh, that will be horrible cause i can't do anything. okay gotta get back to secondaries. i NEED to finish this tonight.