i am feeling so heavy right about now. the colossal onion rings are kicking in. WHY? and two servings of tasty chips. WHY? perhaps i should have just gone with the TEXAS donuts. alas, next time I will try not to grease myself out. i just rolled around like a rollie pollie. and usually i love to do that, but i really did feel the rolls. oh no. i feel pretty sick right about now. I wonder if I gave all that food enough time to settle down so I could sleep.

the shows at the fair were good though. The acrobats were something and the clowns were entertaining. we had a grand time.

till next year perhaps, then you hear, you're mine, DONUT!

ohhhh, i am trying to wash all that deep fried stuff with water. alas, now comes the consequences. on another note, my muscle below my scapula are so sore. they are aching. it must be the new arm exercises I did.

sands in nazare. 

hello. i don't know how i am going to survive at home. there is so much yelling. i am so use to peace and quiet. maybe i should look for a place near SC. that way i won't lose my hearing and patience. this will test my sanity. what should i do? i hope they leave me alone. i really hate to be bother. its always, laundry, wash, church.

roarrrrrrr!!!!!!

that's me, in portugal eyeing the wine i suppose. gulp gulp gulp.

I just woke up not too long ago. My back hurts. It is better now though. I wonder if it is the bed I am sleeping on. I am sleeping in my new room. I have yet to move all my stuff and still need to get most of this stuff out of here. My sister will be doing that next week, ya hear, SOPHIA. don't forget the other closet cause I have lots of clothes. I will need both of them. I like this room because I like the white blinds. I think it will aid in my studies. Which reminds me, I need to register today. Blasted 9-5 schedule. I am going to be so busy, I am getting excited though, cause I love learning. Especially learning stuff that I am passionate about.

I am hunger, perhaps, I shall grab someting to eat and continue posting. I wonder if papa made some breakfast?

I'm back!

That's me at the beach way back in june when I had an outing with my cousins. It was a pretty cool day. Back then it wasn't hot enough, now its too HOT!

The sun sets to the east and rises to the west. It would be great to see the sun rise from the west, then set at the east. That would mean stating at the west side of the island then making my way to the east side and then settling there. But we are in the west coast and it sets so easily here. why?

Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here

I cannot guess what we'll discover
We turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hands can wash one another’s
And not one speck will remain

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

my eyes are dry. why...i am just glad it is cooling down, at least this evening.
anyways.....i've been really annoyed lately. when i got home from sd it was so hot. like killer hot. and i really just can't wait to move out. i cleaned the kitchen today so we'll see how long it stays clean. AND i'll tell you not LONG. cause when i came home expecting to come to my freshly cleaned kitchen, there was a trail of SEAWEED and I was like, ROARRRRRRR!!!!

anyways, i really just want to shoot something right now. maybe i'll sleep cause I feel RAGE coming and well, it is really not worth it. but AHHHHHH!!!!!!

I really just want to hit something or break something. anyways, a lot of things have been annoying and bothering me lately. like work. i really just can't wait to leave that place. i just need to breathe and enjoy my vacation.

Time is seriously standing still. i wish it would fly. tomorrow i have a doctor's appointment, i really don't want to go, but I have to. i will reward myself with sushi or greasy mexican food.

tomorrow is another day, another long day at work. BOOO.....I don't mind working 2nd shift so much, i just HATE how it is not by choice. that really pisses me off. It's like an expectation, so I am on strike and I refuse to work weekends, unless it falls on sunday. I am really bitter right now as you can tell. Whatevers, they can't fire me, I already QUIT. HAHAHAHA.

there isn't enough time in the day for me to do all that I want to do because I like to sleep so much.

Here's my list.
I need to get some stamps.
I need to prep all my school stuff.
I have to update my check book.
I need to start packing.
I need to pay bills.
I need to tell my land lady I am moving out.
I need to go to Jo-ann's to fix my bikini top.
I need to upload my pictures.
I need to back up my computer.
I need to get an External.
I need to get a new labtop.
I need to look into my financial aid.
I need .....
I need .....

Needing you.....

After much effort, I have uploaded my many pictures.

This link will take you to my european vacation 2006

And this link will take you to Ziba's Bash at Sutra

At Sutra 

Venturing at Coronado Island. It's pretty there. You get to cross over this crazy long bridge. This is the place where its in a bunch of those older movies when we were younger.

The sun is setting behind me. At least to the west, we set the midst of what we see as light through yonder window breaks.

This was from a couple of weeks back when I went to go see Matt Wertz in concert down at the epicenter. Had some sushi from sushi deli 2.

dennis rodman and big ron 

nazare beach in portugal 


alba de tormes, spain 


Madrid, Spain 


Lourdes, France 


the effiel tower 


trevoli fountain 


florence, italy 


okay pizza 

my un-so-pleasant side would like to lash out so here goes.

aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! i really just want to blow something up and make a big kaboom. this is what happens when you stay calm for too long. so i can't stand stupidity and ignorance. sure i may do something stupid sometimes but at least i am not ignorant about it. anyways, i am pissed at USC. i know orientation is important but really, that whole week is just a social affair. so really, ugh!

next i hate fees. i am to blame as well, so gosh sheila! but really, to make changes it doesn't take an hour so what the hell expedia! here's my advice, after being a faithful customer, I am hesitant to use EXPEDIA in the future. so this is what you do, go straight to the source because even though it may cost you a few dollars more, you won't have to deal with the incompetence of outsourcing. what is the use of talking to someone that you can barely understand.

another thing......ahhhhh.....just so pissed...today better be better. i made brownies. but still the baking did not soothe my fury. so i better read something and get lost in the fantasy of it all.

another thing....i resigned from my job. i am relieve. too many emotions and feelings up to come within the next month.....

still have to post my thoughts about my trip, in due time i will do some posting.

blogging usually helps, so you'll be reading many thoughts throughout the day perhaps.

ROARRR ROARR ROAROOORR
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

:(

I am so tired. I am at work. I really just want to go back to sleep. I will post later if I am not too tired.