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hello, so 2 down 8 more to go. alas, i have like 2 everyday this week. i am studying again in a wee bit. i just woke up from my nap. okay post and then study away.

A view from Diamond Head. It was a hike. The view was great those. something about blue skies and water and the city. It's spectacular. Wonder when my next venture will be. Nonetheless, i can't wait!

i was bored. or got distracted so to say.

imperfections are what makes perfection.

is it the sweet chili?

AWKKKKK!!!!! I want ice cream, blueberry ice cream, but it's already 9:30PM and i can't have any. I must resist if I want to lose 10 lbs so i can go to disneyland. WUAHHHHH! must fight the temptation. FIGHT! FIGHT ON!!!! poo who who who :(

it's so hard to study sometimes. i am missing something.

it was so nice to just lay by the beach and enjoy life. i miss those days.

i am feeling overwhelmed about the week to come. i have some sort of testing if not two on ever day. goodness. what did i get myself into, i think to myself sometimes. i've grown such an appreciation for everything in a past few weeks. okay back to the books. i can't wait for winter vacation. maybe i should find a seasonal job. what do you think?

the night is still young. this is what i hope to accomplish before my attempt at 8 hours of sleep. i want to turn in my lab report that isn't due until friday. but i really want to get that out of the way. i want to get my notes organized. and i want to read some for my classes.

i bought some bluebeery ice cream. i can't wait to have some tomorrow. i got distracted. i did a number of things in between the some and the blueberry. i am like that, like what? i get distracted and do a task then i go back to my original task. sometimes i am really scattered brained. is that a good thing? anyways, since i pretty much lost my train of blog. i am just going to post a picture to capture sometimes. either how i am feeling, or maybe just to take a vacation by looking at where i've been. maybe i'll even give it an artsy caption.

At the Paradise Cove Luau as we watched the sun start to set. I love this depiction because it just seems so surreal as the sun shines down on various particles of the clouds to give an array of gleam. Watching the sunset, its so romantic. i'm a hopeless romantic if you haven't already noticed. an interesting thing i learned about hawaiian culture is the arrangment of where flowers go. ig i am not mistake if you have flowers on the right side, it means you are single and on the left it means you are not single. that was fascinating. but i guess not so much cause people wear wedding bands on the left hand. why the left and not the right?

yum yum

hurt - johnny cash

before i dive into hours of studying, tonight being teeth and mineralizaion.....i decided to go ahead and blog it up.

so its my 3rd week into school and gosh, i really have a full load. week one wasn't too bad cause i only had a GE class and orientation. Week 2 was like BAM, and now it's third week. i am just glad that i don't have class on friday. i have a pretty set schedule that revolves around a lot of quizzes. one of my classes is quizzed based, so that's pretty interesting. no final, but i hope i do well on these quizzes. anyways, i am pretty happy about what i am doing and i really like the USC environment, being back in school and all. but at the same time i am so drawn to wish that i could do whatever i wanted to. so i tell myself that's okay and i'll get through this and be free again making more money so i can live leisurely.

instead of driving, i have learned to use public transportation, it's actually quite nice to ride the rail cause i get to talk to people i would never talk to. and just in general, i am helping save the environment. i feel like time is just going to fly. there is so much to learn but not enough time in the day to learn it all or do what i want to. that's why i love the weekends. because i can study without going to class and still go out and have breakfast, lunch, or dinner.

if you haven't noticed already, this is going to be a very long BLOG. so this weekend was fun, i got to do so much and i got so much studying done. I went kayaking on Back Bay, then had dinner at the Orange County Mining Company. I pretty much just studied on sunday. And the same thing on monday, and ended the labor day weekend with some yummy carne asada and carnitas tacos. It was yummy.

So as i am riding home from school, i do a lot of thinking. about life, where i am, where i want to be. the people in life. reflecting on conversations i have, and so on. It's always somewhat melancholy cause there's something missing.
begin - ben lee

this is an action shot. it was so fun driving up to north shore. and this was one of our stopping point. you can kayak here but we didn't get a chance to. next time.

chasing cars- snow patrolI like yellow flowers, particularly roses, a nice white peach color is pretty too.
this is from a while back from its from the death cab concert. i am behind on uploading pictures. maybe by christmas. or soon. haha

That's me in the beautiful island of Oahu. This is as I start out on a plus 5 mile walk to explore some place to eat.
This is a place where I had some donuts from hawaii. you know me and donuts. it was plus the hole.
these coconuts are huge.
climbing a big green mountain.
Paradise Cove Luau.

i am so tired. i have a most active 2 weeks. since resigning my job, i have been busier than ever. i been on the road a lot too, especially this past week, driving in a triangle. so anyways, i am almost done moving. I have but one real piece of furniture to move after tomorrow. and sunday the plan is to clean. i still got a list of things to take care of. alas. and i need to change my address asap.

aside from that here are some quick updates. I went to hawaii. upon my arrival on monday morning getting out of LAX around 6:30AM, i showered and left for my first day of orientation at USC. Ever since then, now being friday, I have driven all around. It's so tiring being on the road. My short commute to work, is nothing but short now. Now that orientation is over, I am excited to see what is too come. I learned CPR today and now I am CPR certified. That's pretty cool.

okay, tomorrow, I will try to post some pictures from HAWAII, but here's a preview.

I feel FAT!

These are my nieces. In the pink is Heather. The little cute one in the coral dress is Hilary. Doesn't she look precious. I picked out the little number she is wearing. That's the sight I saw when I came home. Cute huh? good way to enjoy the evening from a hard day's work.

I am like a _____ of ____. That means I want to be _________. My neck aches. Must have been from the baking or the way I slept. I made butterscotch bars today and chocolate chips cookies. Tomorrow I am going to bring them into work. And if people complain about how it is making them fat, then the hell with them. Those ungrateful piece of _____. Anyways, the tasty they are the more butter I put in them, hahaha. That's the only way to bake the proper way.

something about the word SUPER before an adjective makes me laugh, it just cracks me up. is it the way it is used or the context of the person saying it. or perhaps it's just super?

i am so hungry. all i want to do is EAT.

anyways, i was just thinking....about change, and even though people don't believe change is possible, i think otherwise. to survive, i think change is crucial. so we should all be open minded about change because really it's the wave of the future and it is the only way we can live the way we do.

Conserve, reserve, change.

Be thoughtful and righteous.

i am feeling so heavy right about now. the colossal onion rings are kicking in. WHY? and two servings of tasty chips. WHY? perhaps i should have just gone with the TEXAS donuts. alas, next time I will try not to grease myself out. i just rolled around like a rollie pollie. and usually i love to do that, but i really did feel the rolls. oh no. i feel pretty sick right about now. I wonder if I gave all that food enough time to settle down so I could sleep.

the shows at the fair were good though. The acrobats were something and the clowns were entertaining. we had a grand time.

till next year perhaps, then you hear, you're mine, DONUT!

ohhhh, i am trying to wash all that deep fried stuff with water. alas, now comes the consequences. on another note, my muscle below my scapula are so sore. they are aching. it must be the new arm exercises I did.

sands in nazare. 

hello. i don't know how i am going to survive at home. there is so much yelling. i am so use to peace and quiet. maybe i should look for a place near SC. that way i won't lose my hearing and patience. this will test my sanity. what should i do? i hope they leave me alone. i really hate to be bother. its always, laundry, wash, church.

roarrrrrrr!!!!!!

that's me, in portugal eyeing the wine i suppose. gulp gulp gulp.

I just woke up not too long ago. My back hurts. It is better now though. I wonder if it is the bed I am sleeping on. I am sleeping in my new room. I have yet to move all my stuff and still need to get most of this stuff out of here. My sister will be doing that next week, ya hear, SOPHIA. don't forget the other closet cause I have lots of clothes. I will need both of them. I like this room because I like the white blinds. I think it will aid in my studies. Which reminds me, I need to register today. Blasted 9-5 schedule. I am going to be so busy, I am getting excited though, cause I love learning. Especially learning stuff that I am passionate about.

I am hunger, perhaps, I shall grab someting to eat and continue posting. I wonder if papa made some breakfast?

I'm back!

That's me at the beach way back in june when I had an outing with my cousins. It was a pretty cool day. Back then it wasn't hot enough, now its too HOT!

The sun sets to the east and rises to the west. It would be great to see the sun rise from the west, then set at the east. That would mean stating at the west side of the island then making my way to the east side and then settling there. But we are in the west coast and it sets so easily here. why?

Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here

I cannot guess what we'll discover
We turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hands can wash one another’s
And not one speck will remain

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

my eyes are dry. why...i am just glad it is cooling down, at least this evening.
anyways.....i've been really annoyed lately. when i got home from sd it was so hot. like killer hot. and i really just can't wait to move out. i cleaned the kitchen today so we'll see how long it stays clean. AND i'll tell you not LONG. cause when i came home expecting to come to my freshly cleaned kitchen, there was a trail of SEAWEED and I was like, ROARRRRRRR!!!!

anyways, i really just want to shoot something right now. maybe i'll sleep cause I feel RAGE coming and well, it is really not worth it. but AHHHHHH!!!!!!

I really just want to hit something or break something. anyways, a lot of things have been annoying and bothering me lately. like work. i really just can't wait to leave that place. i just need to breathe and enjoy my vacation.

Time is seriously standing still. i wish it would fly. tomorrow i have a doctor's appointment, i really don't want to go, but I have to. i will reward myself with sushi or greasy mexican food.

tomorrow is another day, another long day at work. BOOO.....I don't mind working 2nd shift so much, i just HATE how it is not by choice. that really pisses me off. It's like an expectation, so I am on strike and I refuse to work weekends, unless it falls on sunday. I am really bitter right now as you can tell. Whatevers, they can't fire me, I already QUIT. HAHAHAHA.

there isn't enough time in the day for me to do all that I want to do because I like to sleep so much.

Here's my list.
I need to get some stamps.
I need to prep all my school stuff.
I have to update my check book.
I need to start packing.
I need to pay bills.
I need to tell my land lady I am moving out.
I need to go to Jo-ann's to fix my bikini top.
I need to upload my pictures.
I need to back up my computer.
I need to get an External.
I need to get a new labtop.
I need to look into my financial aid.
I need .....
I need .....

Needing you.....

After much effort, I have uploaded my many pictures.

This link will take you to my european vacation 2006

And this link will take you to Ziba's Bash at Sutra

At Sutra 

Venturing at Coronado Island. It's pretty there. You get to cross over this crazy long bridge. This is the place where its in a bunch of those older movies when we were younger.

The sun is setting behind me. At least to the west, we set the midst of what we see as light through yonder window breaks.

This was from a couple of weeks back when I went to go see Matt Wertz in concert down at the epicenter. Had some sushi from sushi deli 2.

dennis rodman and big ron 

nazare beach in portugal 


alba de tormes, spain 


Madrid, Spain 


Lourdes, France 


the effiel tower 


trevoli fountain 


florence, italy 


okay pizza 

my un-so-pleasant side would like to lash out so here goes.

aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! i really just want to blow something up and make a big kaboom. this is what happens when you stay calm for too long. so i can't stand stupidity and ignorance. sure i may do something stupid sometimes but at least i am not ignorant about it. anyways, i am pissed at USC. i know orientation is important but really, that whole week is just a social affair. so really, ugh!

next i hate fees. i am to blame as well, so gosh sheila! but really, to make changes it doesn't take an hour so what the hell expedia! here's my advice, after being a faithful customer, I am hesitant to use EXPEDIA in the future. so this is what you do, go straight to the source because even though it may cost you a few dollars more, you won't have to deal with the incompetence of outsourcing. what is the use of talking to someone that you can barely understand.

another thing......ahhhhh.....just so pissed...today better be better. i made brownies. but still the baking did not soothe my fury. so i better read something and get lost in the fantasy of it all.

another thing....i resigned from my job. i am relieve. too many emotions and feelings up to come within the next month.....

still have to post my thoughts about my trip, in due time i will do some posting.

blogging usually helps, so you'll be reading many thoughts throughout the day perhaps.

ROARRR ROARR ROAROOORR
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

:(

I am so tired. I am at work. I really just want to go back to sleep. I will post later if I am not too tired.