isn't she cute? 

life seems so surreal sometimes. i just looked at my bros fotolog and he posted a pic of the medical center he works at. so strange to think he's living a life off in houston. but i guess that's what happens when we get older. we move on and have lives of our own. it's kinda scary. i guess i am still holding onto home. at times, i think i can just get up and move away. but i think that is just a fantacized thought. maybe one day. but i like being close to the womb. have i become too comfortable with life, i think to myself? yes, no.....hmmmmm.....

even deep thoughts, onto sometime garlic-eeee. I made some delicious garlic rice and now I am radiating in the glorious scent. it's lovely. yet so ...ummm.....yes....HAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH...heheheheh.

listening to some counting crows.....

so this is how i spent my saturday, at the park enjoying some deep fried goods. There's Sophia getting it down with the turkey.

sophia with some turkey goodness 

and now for some deep fried turkey.

deep fried turkey, yum! 


with sophia and lysette 


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the babies 

Here's a link to more pictures of the Turkey Fest

today, my sister vacummed my car and her van. now our interiors are clean. see the pic. she can totally fit in my trunk.


sophia vacumming my trunk 

Y?

you're pretty awesome!

lately, i have been tired. why? hmmm.....this week that all changes. i am going to take control. work out have been lacking. so i need to take it up a notch. my usually daily workouts minus weekends have been slashed. cause i'd rather take an afternoon nap. so swimming and running. no more excuses. i will start by precoring for 30 minus followed by abs. that should give me a good start this week. plus point, i weighed myself this morning and dropped 4-5 lbs. weight...so insignificant.

anyways, need to get my cardiovascular system pumping like it use to especially since i'll be traveling soon.

yesterday, we celebrated mother's day. my mom loved her gift...what can i say i have a knack for these things. we ate at red lobster.....it was ehh....probably won't go there anymore though cause the food made me hella tired. i passed out for 2 plus hours. and it was so hard to get up.

after dinner, i met up with cindy, it was good to catch up and see a familiar face. while at bin bin, also ran into debbie and jimmy. I haven't seen jimmy in so long and debbie since val's wedding. it was nice to see them. funny thing too, i was like i never see anyone when i go back home. and then BAM. It was a pleasant surprise. maybe i'll see more people today. probably not though.

what to do.....workout, shop...head back to irvine. i am going to take father shoe shopping i think. yesterday we went and i scored some shoes it was great. i got a pair of sneakers and loafers. i really don't need them, but i do. haha. i am going to play with them in a little while. HAHAHAHA.

off i go to be unLAZY. yes, you heard me.....UNLAZY.

At Mai Tai celebrating Marcela's Birthday 


jen and bill 


she's gonna love this :P 

Thanks Jen for driving. You're super! Here's the link to the pics from Mai Tai

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

listening to aqualung

too many cookies....too much water.....y?

ohhhh.....well, it's not so bad now. it's been two hours so i think the cookies are all digested. ohh so tired. trying to finish my homework for class. all this busy work. total BOO!

i rinsed with some salt and lukewarm water. it's one of those mommy tales. works pretty well cause my throat was killing me all day today. that's why i been drinking so much water.

oh yeah, so i was working out this morning and omg, i was literally dying on the elliptical. i was aching. so i had to bike it. which wasn't so bad. think i am going to pick up playinig tennis again. i might be kinda rusty thought. but probably hit the courts sometime this week. can't wait to hit those powerhouse aces.

oh yeah....so i haven't grocery shopped in so long. i really need to buy some milk so i can make those chessy corn muffins. also, i cooked today, cause i had time. i made hash brown, and do they take forever to crisp.

all these random thoughts, that's me. work wasn't so bad, it was productive.

I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
and I've been secretly falling apart
I see
To me you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me but you just
can't see. You turn every head but you don't
see me.

i am such a nice sister. why? let me tell you! I washed my baby sis's down blanket. it's so huge. and I am air DRYING it in my room. so it's like all downy. YOU HEAR' lil girl.

one other thing. cheese and chocolate. bad combo. at least in the case I was suffering through earlier.

okay, going to finalize my grand speech. i am tired of rehearsing it.

it's monday, a most interesting monday. it wasn't a casual monday. even though I went to work, i also went to Disneyland California Adventure. IT WAS FUN! I love the pics, they are too funny. i am pretty tired now, and better chop chop. For tomorrow is another day. today was fun, thanks guys!!!

so i been in arcadia, and yes..... anyways, i was about to blog, my mommy came in and said i have too many clothes and her HAIR distracted me from my happy thoughts. see i just dyed her hair and it was a tad bit MESSY and i just know that when she comes from washing all that DYE off she will be like.."AHHHH...SHEILA....what did you do.....there are all these BLACK marks." then she continues to complain....."Ainako....para sira oula na ako" So yeah, it's all killer black and I spiked it like dino style, it's awesome and I should totally take a picture.

so looks like no disney today, which is good cause i am tired and lazy. my ass really doesn't want to go anywhere. might go sometime this week, anyone interested, i got an extra ticket.

ohh....i really should get back to work that way i can play or sleep. i'll be BACK!

pretty bored. all i did yesterday was sleep. it was one nap after the other. i could do nothing but sleep. i was pretty close to being glued onto my bed. i would like to do the same thing today, but i will probably get dragged out. oh but my ass hurts so. CRAMPS!!!!! oh why me. i want to lay on my tummy, but it is hard to type that way. i really need to do some really work, but my body says NO! Maybe next weekend, i will be more productive. I am going to try to attempt to finish my speech. it shouldn't be so bad. That way when i get back to irvine I can just print it out and practice to my heart's content. And do all my bills and desk work.

let's see. i had many opportunities to think while laying here in my bed. Oh why me...why this horrible pain in the gut....noooooo.....blasted. that must mean it's nap time. why eve.....why?

i wonder....do I complain a lot? I don't want to be one of those annoying complainers that always complain. cause i know they can be annoying.

So i was planning a second vacation to Asia, but i don't know if I should. hmmmmmmm??? I already am going to Europe in June, so hmmmm.....was thinking maybe Hawaii in august, but then the ticket i have goes all the way to Asia, so it would be a waste if I didn't swing all the way. maybe i will stop over in hawaii for some days, but that might be to much $$$...so maybe not.....

okay, i better do something productive, like nap.

it all makes sense now.

awake so early. how crappy. it's saturday too. total boo. so this is why I am up so early, it's cause I drank so many pots of tea last night. and this morning I just have to go pee all the time. it woke me up, and I am at home so when my mom wakes up she comes into see if i am awake too. i think she made juice this morning, but i am not sure cause i didn't hear any grinding.

so plans for today, feeling kinda bummed and lazy. really too lazy to go out and be merry. too lazy to go to the happiest place in the world. but maybe. maybe my mood will pick up in a couple.

i should work on my speech but i am not in the mood. i really just want to mope around all day. i want to sleep, i am tired. maybe i will eat something and then nap till lunch time.

so sleepy, but can't wuite sleep. so exhausted, i haven't a clue why. all this typing is making me tired. ZZZZzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzz

i am so tired!!! I think i am getting sick. I been coughing, and its dry, i hate it. i been drinking lots of water, but still no help. So here's my day for ya.

I woke up went to work. was going to donate but the people weren't ready. couldn't donate later on in the day so it didn't happen. I will do it next week then, or at least try to. sat in traffic. it was killer, even though i was a passenger. went to a family party. i was so tired, i had to put on my shades so i could hide my tiredness. now i am sleepy. so goodnight.

gotta get some rest, i am so tired. i baked. haven't for a while. i finally tried this new thing, that i knew wouldn't turn out. i guess i should have tested it out first. i needed a shaper. so it didn't turn out like i planned. i made due. i just have no idea how to transport these babies.

tomorrow i am suppose to donate, we'll see if it is in the cards for me. bedtime. what a random blog.

i was just thinking....nevermind. bedtime.

perfect time of day

Everybody wants to be loved
every once in a while
we all need someone to hold on to
just like a helpless child
yeah
can you whisper in my ear
let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
and like a lonley highway
i'm trying to get home
ooo loves been a long time coming
you can look for a lifetime
you can love for a day
you can think you got everything but
everything is nothing when you throw it away
yeah