it's so late already, i really need to be getting to sleep soon. i felt like today was wasted. even though i did some board questions, i didn't get any of my GE stuff done. This class is really a hassle. I mean it's alright and all, but it really takes away from my core studying. I hate GEs as much as how professors love them, I have already taken enough of these.

So I have to write an analytical piece, blah. it's so hard to get on the ball. I can't write an intro, i just don't know how to open it. I hope I get somewhere. Okay, I am annoyed about many things. I just feeling like I'm out of the loop and not flowing.

I contemplate the whole MPH thing, I often wonder if it's for me. I am thinking no. I have already ruled out DDS. but i need a fall back.

This past friday, i had dental van. After that experience I don't really want to work in pedo anymore. I had such a pre-madonna on my chair. lately, i just can't stand kids and teenagers. I just find them annoying. perhaps it's the whole menstral cycle talking. But kids these days aren't cute anymore. They are just brats and mean. Maybe that just kids in america....hmmmmm.....that's a thought.

i am feeling overwhelmed these days. i just need to escape from it all. I feel like i am out of balance and i don't have control...

I better get to this lame paper. i hope this week is better.