i am kinda sad. i am getting old. i've hit the quart-life. then i think, have i accomplished what i wanted to? then i think, i should just live it up and not think about it. but that's impossible. oh well, perhaps, i am in my minute of solitude. okay, it's over, time to be happy again. maybe it's cause i have to wake up earlier tomorrow. or maybe it is something else. i probably just need to buy myself something pretty to band aid it. okay, more on these thoughts later on. time to sleep, have an early tomorrow. too bad i have clinic, hope it is productive.