I usually don't like to post things like this cause its a given if you know me.


Your words they make just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
And the words just disappear
Cuz it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said
So i speak to you in riddles
Cuz my words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
Cuz i can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart
And did myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart
Cuz it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said
I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for intention
That i always try to hide
Cuz i talk to you like children
Though i don't know how i feel
But i know i'll do the right thing
If the right thing is in fear
Cuz its always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said

Anyways, I am trying to write/prepare my speech, but I have this insane whatever of nonsense.....i think there's too much on my mind, so i can't concentrate on thinking up a catchy intro led alone a theme. whatevers......i just hope some brilliance comes my way soon so I can process away. I decided to blog as a way to get the ball rolling, but perhaps that was not the best idea. been feeling so scattered brained lately. there are so many other things I want to do rather than write this extemperoraneous speech.

I am sitting in my lovely one person chair centralized in my room. I have all this cluster and it is driving me crazy. i need to get so many things outta the way. like I need to finally get going and do my taxes. that's like money wasting away. I ain't going to collect interest on it if I don't file.

Come to realize this might be a long blog. so beware. Been thinking a lot lately, about and here's a tangent. i just got a phone call and here's to sum....

My topic is on slavery in the modern world. You're probably thinking...slavery....wasn't that emancipated? Well, sure it was, but now slavery has taken a new form. As a result of globalization, it has reached new heights. There is no immediate solution to this problem...maybe there never will...but for now. we can expose ourselves to the issue and over time...just maybe....things will change....a little bit can go a long way.....

so yeah, that' helps.....i love these blogger things.

another thing.....i have this journal....that keeps me sane too....