oh my god, i am so utterly bored. so BORED! there are things that i could do, such as organize or study, but right now i am not in the mood for that. i could upload pictures and whatnot, but alas, i am not in the mood. there's actual a lot on my plate right now, but i am just putting it off. i am pmsing probably, that is why i don't want to do anything.

so here i am blogging. this past weekend, i celebrated sean's 23rd birthday. he's so old. so i planned to surprise him by taking him to LIPS which is this drag show place in between Hillcrest and Gaslamp. It was really fun and the food lived up to the expectations i had for it. This time I had the cashetta which is the sauteed salmon. It was DELICIOUS. i would definitely go there again. after that we went to PB Bar and Grill. That was such a dud. Interestingly when I was catching up with the girls, two random guys approached us. This did not please our men, so they came to the "rescue." i'll leave it at that.

so lately, work hasn't been going well for me. i am being so klutzy. yeah, i really got to slow it down or something. so i hope tomorrow is a better day.

Moby. listen to it. you can't go wrong with it.

Yesterday I went on a date with my sister. We saw win a date with tad hamilton. yeah, ywah, ywah, i know, chessy...but i was really in the mood to watch a chick flick. even though the ending was so chessy i still liked it. I like the soundtrack too, it changed my impression on john mayer. i thought it was a sweet movie. i liked it. before that, my sister and i raced to get some crepes at crepes de paris. I want to own that place some day. I tried a new crepe, it was D'anjou (the pear one). I liked it. I also tried the Normandie, but it was too cinnamoni for me. but my sister really liked it.

i recently found out that the guest house at my home is vacant and my parents have offered it to me and i am considering it heavily because of all the money i could be saving. so i am probably going to move back to arcadia in a month's time. it's time that i moved out of irvine because just recently i said to myself that i need to get out of irvine. I am still in consideration, but it's mostly going to be a yes. rent is expensive. the down side is commuting to work, but i will probably look for something more local, but not yet as of now. the other down side is being SO CLOSE to home. can i handle it? can they handle me?
so maybe i will just try it out. i need to save money and i think that is going to be my deciding factor.

lately, i have been having these horrible rib pains. why? maybe i should get it checked. I am so use to living alone. I am a very private person, and like to be left alone. can i compromise that? am i really just over-reacting. i tend to do that alot. I am such a thinker, i really need to take a break.

valentine's day is coming up. i can't wait. sean is going to take me out? i wonder where. i am excited. well, i feel somewhat better. you just need to blog once in a while and listen to some amethysium.