so i am bored again, but not so much, i am more hungry and all of a sudden i have this urge to listen to this one song, but i don't know what it is called. great......let me think, give me a minute or two. it's remy zero - shattered. i found it, now i gotta download a better version. pause....doing that now. what brought all this on, well i was listening to the lost in translation soundtrack, thanks to keri. and one of the songs, just reminded me of shattered.

so today, i did the usual, work up did my exercise thing, but man, my arms are all fat, i need to sculp these babies, but how? then i headed off to work. the day went okay, but man...i almost got peroxide in my eye, no thanks to EVIL arnold. he's really most annoying.

came home, and well, i do have stuff to do, but i just don't feel like doing it. so yeah, still putting it off. maybe i'll actually take my passport photo this weekend so i can finally get that done with. i can't wait till march, also can't wait to go to work tomorrow cause boy do i have news. so i am going home tomorrow, i can't wait to get my toron. yummy. and maybe some buko pie. yeah i am so hungry, but it is all late, so i'll wait tomorrow. it's a cracker day. gosh, i am all bloated and beached whale like, but i don't really mind. usually i would bite someone's head off, but i am feeling good today.

okay, i better start packing. i really need to start studying, maybe when i get back this weekend i will be more motivated too. we shall. it's been a good week, yeah. nice and fast, just the way i like it.

oh my god, i am so utterly bored. so BORED! there are things that i could do, such as organize or study, but right now i am not in the mood for that. i could upload pictures and whatnot, but alas, i am not in the mood. there's actual a lot on my plate right now, but i am just putting it off. i am pmsing probably, that is why i don't want to do anything.

so here i am blogging. this past weekend, i celebrated sean's 23rd birthday. he's so old. so i planned to surprise him by taking him to LIPS which is this drag show place in between Hillcrest and Gaslamp. It was really fun and the food lived up to the expectations i had for it. This time I had the cashetta which is the sauteed salmon. It was DELICIOUS. i would definitely go there again. after that we went to PB Bar and Grill. That was such a dud. Interestingly when I was catching up with the girls, two random guys approached us. This did not please our men, so they came to the "rescue." i'll leave it at that.

so lately, work hasn't been going well for me. i am being so klutzy. yeah, i really got to slow it down or something. so i hope tomorrow is a better day.

Moby. listen to it. you can't go wrong with it.

Yesterday I went on a date with my sister. We saw win a date with tad hamilton. yeah, ywah, ywah, i know, chessy...but i was really in the mood to watch a chick flick. even though the ending was so chessy i still liked it. I like the soundtrack too, it changed my impression on john mayer. i thought it was a sweet movie. i liked it. before that, my sister and i raced to get some crepes at crepes de paris. I want to own that place some day. I tried a new crepe, it was D'anjou (the pear one). I liked it. I also tried the Normandie, but it was too cinnamoni for me. but my sister really liked it.

i recently found out that the guest house at my home is vacant and my parents have offered it to me and i am considering it heavily because of all the money i could be saving. so i am probably going to move back to arcadia in a month's time. it's time that i moved out of irvine because just recently i said to myself that i need to get out of irvine. I am still in consideration, but it's mostly going to be a yes. rent is expensive. the down side is commuting to work, but i will probably look for something more local, but not yet as of now. the other down side is being SO CLOSE to home. can i handle it? can they handle me?
so maybe i will just try it out. i need to save money and i think that is going to be my deciding factor.

lately, i have been having these horrible rib pains. why? maybe i should get it checked. I am so use to living alone. I am a very private person, and like to be left alone. can i compromise that? am i really just over-reacting. i tend to do that alot. I am such a thinker, i really need to take a break.

valentine's day is coming up. i can't wait. sean is going to take me out? i wonder where. i am excited. well, i feel somewhat better. you just need to blog once in a while and listen to some amethysium.

gosh, i had such a bad day at work today. the machine cancelled twice. it's the biggest pain cause we are running prescreen and so much work when it does cancel. tomorrow won't be so bad though so that's refreshing.

this weekend was pretty chill, sean came to visit me and so did ruby and jason so that was nice. i wasn't bored at all. thanks guys. we had crepes and went to mitsuwa. it's become a ritual thing. oh yeah sean. my forearms hurt. keyboard = bad.

i saw along came polly and lost in translation. ACP was entertaining, it's one of those kick back movies. LIT was also refreshing because it has made me realize that movies can be plain and not over hyped. though i think i am not art-sy enough to truly appreciate the specs of it. i must say that bill murray was pretty good in it. it also made me want to go to japan.

i should be getting to bed soon, i realize how much stuff i have to do in the next couple of days.

ahhhh....must stress less. breathe.......breathing.... anyways, i am going to blog more, at least try that is.

well, gotta prep for tomorrow.

yeah, so it's been a while since i've written in here. just lately, it's been so exhausting. basically, i am too exhausted to rant. even though i am constantly bored, i am still not bored enough to blog. but today, i shall.

so what's new with me? well, it's a new year. still working. this past weekend, Ruby and Cindy came to visit me in irvine. that was nice. we went to mitsuwa, south coast and the spectrum. i had tea station for the first time. it was interesting. i must say, the green tea was refreshing. what else?

so i ordered stuff from banana and red envelope. yup, i am so not a banana person. but i will say, i got some nice gloves out of it. i like! so i really want this box, the red gift box from red envelope, so i got it, but it was disappointing. still sorta cool though. and i tied the bow. YEAH!

okay, i gotta jet, maybe i'll be back or not. i'll try.