so decided to come out of my cave and play for halloween. went to IVAR down in hollywood. it was fun. i posted some pics. enjoy.


Ivar 


what are we? 


school girl and boy ;) 


Takeshi Kaga
 


cute huh? 

Good Morning all......it's a nice day out today, too bad i won't get to go out and play in the sun. i love days like these where the sun just shines down on you. and just that touch of breeze. i wonder if it cold outside? anyways, i am going to be stuck in my room for the next couple of hours, so for now, i shall read to my hearts content. ciao bella.

listening to......happy halloween

so i am just so exhausted, i want to get a chapter in tonight at least, and so excited that i get to sleep in tomorrow.

today was an okay day.....however, i feel so outta it. my initial motive was to go to target and some knee highs. i did. however, i took a detour. i went to J.J Bakery and got my favorite munchies and since there was a 99, i got some bread. it's big and yummy. next week it will be breakfast. I also decided to get some mango fruit bars, too bad, they didn't have any coconut. i was think red bean, but i remember not liking it so much. so as I was leaving 99, i almost got into an accident. good thing i did not. on these occassions, I see it as my guardian angel protecting me and my mom's prayers. so i also spotted some decent gas and filled up. finally i made it to target, but I almost got into an accident again. this time the lady did not see me and almost crushed me. that was WAY scary. i did not see my life flash b4 my eyes. i was just like WOAH. it scared me. target made things better though and what was even better was I found some found while i was there. it was great, i stepped on it and in my mine I was like "MINE." usually I try to see who owns it, but it was just there and by default, it became mine. How grand, it paid for my legging, YEAH!!!!!! that made my day, aside from this lovely new song.....i can't remember who the group was... a little help. But i feel like i have heard it before, I just can't make it out.

listening to jason and jane....

so i really want to bake up a storm. i was so hungry today and nothing would satiate my hunger. nothing......maybe i am craving truffles, could that be it? or maybe that hershey's extra creamy raisin and almond nugget. i should just totally run out and get some. so yeah back to baking up a storm, i haven't figured out what i am going to make. ideas that come to mind...maybe a cheese corn type muffin or cake. devil's good cake...oh, idea....yes...i think i just may have it....or let me see.....cupcakes/cone cakes.....hmmmm......that might just be what i have been craving. my baked goods.

the blower's daughter.......

why? why must i consume chocolate? it's funny, pre sheila eating it is, like, yeah, totally, post sheila....i feel sick, okay no more crunch fun size bar. i am going to just stick to my gourmet truffles. those are always satisfying, especially godiva.

so i was quite annoyed when i came home. SOMEONE, i know who jacked the rest of my milk. what is up with that. sure it expires today and I was going to use it, but to my disregard, it was gone before i could get to it. it's not like this is the first time either. so milk stealer, please stop taking what is not yours. get it your DAMN self, or ask. then i will say NO! jackaSS, that's right. hahahah....i am so evil, i know. hahahha....okay...whatevers. i am just going to have to start labeling, what a pain. still T-eeedddd. it will pass in a few, till something else pisses me off.

so i have noticed, all this time i have thought/seen myself as a patient person, but really have come realize how very immpatient i have become. so yeah.....what happened?

so i saw another concert at the irvine barclay theatre, it was nice to be around campus and the university center, it brings back memories.

okay, off to write my sense away.

still listening to lifehouse.....

so i just ate a crunch bar. it is not settling well, my system really can't handle all this sugar. it totally makes me just want to bounce off the walls, it was on my desk, so i gave into temptation. i am going to finish my reading tonight, so i can just review all the rest of the material. so tomorrow i am going to the barclay. never been there before so it will be wuite nice. just got to find somewhere to park. today was a pretty decent day.

what day is it? tuesday.....not such a bad tuesday. okay, i better get to reading, so i can get some decent amount of rest.

listening to lifehouse.....

omg, i hurt so much, i haven't worked out on the bike in ages. my quads and all lower half of my body is in pain. i truly don't know how this happened. my knee is killing me like crazy, why? great...that means i gotta get back on them advil pills, boo.....i will wait to see if it passes before i got on them. gosh, i must sound like a druggie. when i am clearly not one. so lately, i have been starring at a computer screen, and it has come to a point, where i am totally zoning out. i seriously can run the BIER without thinking, isn't that scary? cause i totally zone out sometimes but an unconciously running it.

so something has been bothering me lately. i feel so irresponsible and there isn't enough time in the day. there is so much i want to accomplish, but it becomes impossible to carry it all out in my waking hours. i feel so torn sometimes cause i feel like i am letting people down. i wish i could be in two places at once. i have this constant conflict with myself, where i want to be available to everyone and it just so hard to choose. should i sacrifice what i want. i haven't totally grasp the treat yourself first concept. it is so complicated yet so trivial, ahhh....i don't know what i am trying to get at. i'll watch some tv instead. oh yeah, slight solution......fall back, i gain an hour....maybe that will help? no?

listening to moby........

so i just ate some leftovers. they were taste and topped it off with some ice cream. that's the best. now i am going to read about vessels, you know those things that circulate in our cardiovaacular system. this coming week is going to be so busy. i hope it all works out. my throat erts, ouch, oh no.

so i notice my memory is relapsing cause i gotta think, did that just happen? strange, i dunno.....booo.....okay, whatelse.......i was going to reveal something super cool, but like it eludes me now. oh well....hahaha....maybe another time. what is it about me these days that just make me seem like i am just so out of it. i feel so aloof, yet so not. oh gosh....not that again. this blog probably made no sense at all and was the most confusing thing you ever read, or not. hmmmm....how truly vague i am.


so yesterday, when i ate at cheesecake, I had such a delicious meal, it was sOOOO good. It just made me want to melt. YUM!

listening to damien rice......

my stomach hurts, it hurts, so today, i had a pig's heart in the palm of my hand. it was fun playing with it.

jason and jane.....maybe i will listen to that tomorrow when i am stuck in the BIER Vessel.

also thinking about the new lifehouse cd. i may get it.

i think i am terribly hungry....i feel the hunger pains....


so earlier today.....well, later....whatever....so what is the craziest thing i have done......hmmm......wow...it just hit me....okay, laters.....funny.....i always end up answer my questions when i think out loud. hehhe

ouch! i burnt my tongue yet again. this time it really hurts. booo..... as i was studying, i got hungry so i decided to opt for some vegetable soup with rice. i really need to wait a while begin talking those first few sips.

where does the time go? i got outta class early, but still i feel like i have lost so much time studying. i went to the supermarket. that really sucked up all my time. it is a stress reliever i guess. it's my safe place. i love it there. it's just so nice to go walking down the aisle. it is comparable to josh harnett's bus in 40 days and 40 nights. i have food though, so it was really worth it, cause i need brain food. i didn't get a chance to make my soup, i will leave that for tomorrow. i hope to get way more done. my head is hurting again. perhaps, it is just time to rest my brain. but did you know that sheeps have tiny ass brains, that's right they do. i think i will review that b4 bed. hopefully it is not too brainy. so i think i relieved one stress knot. gosh, i can tell i am stressed, but do i really know what is causing it. i can feel it in my heart, it is going to explode. maybe i need to take anxiety pills instead?

what do you guys think? should i white it out?

Your Hair Should Be White

Classy, stylish, and eloquent. You've got a way about you that floors everyone you meet.

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and now my french name...

Your French Name is:

Quiterie Clement

What's Your French Name?

my brazillian name, interesting how there is an gluteus maximus icon, which i'll have you know originates from the dorsal illum, sacrum and coccyx. it then inserts into the gluteal tuberosity of the femur and iliotibial tract. it is a complex powerful thigh extensor and laterally rotates and abducts the thigh.

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Alessandra Pereira

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and here is what my madam name would be

Your Pimp Name Is...

Luscious Luv

What's Your Pimp Name?

though you might enjoy this. is it a sign? a calling almost? must be. wow.

You Should Learn Swedish

Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general. Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around!

What Language Should You Learn?

i also found this interesting.

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Japanese Name Is...

Nishi Rokujochigusa

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Your Hawaiian Name is:

Hokulani Kalea

What's your Hawaiian Name?

You Are Chinese Food

Exotic yet ordinary. People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.

What Kind of Food Are You?

You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion. Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu.. Your convictions are strong and unwavering. You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

this is funny, so i'll share it with you.

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

as i was writing to my gals, i thought i would share this with the rest of you

"as i munch on sugared walnuts, i write this to thee(s):
so now that i have both hands, this will go much faster. so i am on the verge of having my period and my stomach has expanded to 3 months of pregnancy. or at least that is what i would imagine it too feel like.

why do we have to instill of this pressure and become a mass of water and fluids. for it is a horrible punishment that we must endure because of the occurence at the garden of eden. why then must we feel like a beached whale. for it is not until days that we are able to spout this bottled-up fluid. alas, why me? why us? okay there is my rant for the day."