listening to X&Y Coldplay

so have you ever wondered why you are in the field you are in? as i sit here studying about human anatomy, i think about all the other options i had set before me when deciding a major in college. why did i choose this field. why am i learning about the anatomical system? why not literature, business or law? i wonder. then there's always the road not taken. ahhh....but many ways in which we can view life.

i constantly question this path i am in, what does that mean. i should just stuck it up and stick with it. but if you think about it, why should i? i really am still confused about why i am where i am. i guess i just have to accept it. learning is fun so i don't know why i am complaining. i guess i am just thinking about all the other things (resources) that i want to expose myself too. i think the weather is changing. i wish i got more done today. oh well, tomorrow is another day, now ain't it. better get to bed, cause i am getting hungry.

oh yeah, after my run today, it felt cool. it was somewhat windy. well, sleepy time, alas.

oh yes, life and it's revelations.......so many things i want, yet so afraid to take those baby steps. i wish......life could be so simple. i guess it can be. but then there was that apple and that snake and now we are sinners. so let us now all repent and pray for rainbows.

last things....well, i will save it for another time.

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Brunch at Brockton Villa 

I began my saturday with having brunch with close friends over at The Brockton Villa Restuarant over at La Jolla. Thanks Sondhaya! I had a very interested dish....effs ipenema. it had an interested sauce that seemed thai inspired with the fusion of tomoto sauce and coconut. it was wuite electic.

later that evening, we headed out to Air Conditioned.


me and cindy at air conditioned 

for your viewing pleasures, here at some pictures cindy took. cindy's pics

and here there are some new posted pics here. highlights.....rockreation, brockton villa and air conditioned and more

deep fried chickens, these suckers take a while to cook, plus, massaging them was just strange.  


my mom, me and julianne 


just posted some back logged pictures. the chicken is from my sister's bon voyage party. she is at lund now. and the other is from my brother's birthday, but the baby stole his thunder cause who can resist babies.

feeling bored and sleepy. feel like i am wasting away here.

the long awaited gallery of pictures that i have ever so been lagging on

today may perhaps be the best day of the year. the weather was perfect. my walk was so pleasant.

the verve pipe - colorful

its been so long since i heard that song. brings back memories. i finally uploaded some pictures. okay, so all my pictures. all i have to do now is upload them for viewing. and back them up.

gosh i ate so much i feel like such a pig. am so sad that my computer, desktop that is crapped out on me. that's why i had to get laptop. if i wasn't typing on it now, i would be quite bored.

so i am writting my declaration and then going to shower, pack, organize some stuff and am really glad that i just have a half day tomorrow. i will be out like super early. between 10:30-11. depending on when i get in. so yeah, what else. i need to do all these erroneous things. it quite bugs. i feel kinda pressured when in reality i am really not.

so let me go off on a tangent here. everyone is having a baby girl this year or something. babies are so cute but no way in hell i will have one in the near future. cause 1st of all, i am way to young to even think about that. though, i like to play with them. so long as i am not responsible for them. that is just a way scary though. and marriage. that is like the talk of work, ever since i started working. that is also way too soon to grasp. i am at my prime. and that is a thought that is set in the future off somewhere. i am in a committed relationship, however, but that has always been the case for me. i seem to find myself in these situations one way or another. However, i have always wonder, what if i never committed, would i be a totally different person? to answer that, yes, i think i would be more successful, but not as personable. interesting way of thinking about things.

so let's see what else.......i am not really getting old, although, i say it all the time. but for reals, time is breezing by. i remember as a high schooler, i had all these expectations and a planned out future. what was i thinking?

so every since i started college i have been on my own. it is kinda nice but it didn't hit me until now, how much i did not think about it.

so someone once told me that i have the gift. aren't you all curious to know what that gift is. i guess those of you that know me, know what it is, but then again, i like to think i have many gifts. it just depends which part of my personality you have met.

everyone mets some part of me. put all those people together and you get a complete version of what i am. too bad, no knows the real Sheila. This rants expresses little bits here and there, but never the complete picture. because what fin would that be if it was that easy.

so i haven't ranted like this in ages. i really need a vacation. soon, because it is long overdue. well that is all the chatting for now. on my next entry, perhaps i will just post some long overdue pictures. but perhaps not. HAHAHA

listening to drive - ziggy marley

so i just had dinner, it was quite tasty and full of nutricious food groups. i gotta stop eating plums though cause the skin really burns me. and yeah, maybe it wasn't juicy enough. today....tuesday. wasn't too bad but i just can't wait for this week to end. i am taking a half day off on friday complements of my blood. i am going to venture to the jnj store to get my cousin tons of floss, let's hope. gosh, if they don't have any, i will be really disappointed cause that is the fuel that is making me take that half day. oh well, i guess also to stare at the baby. i just love watching her, it is so plesant. not a care in the world. it is so great to be innnocent and be child like cause you don't have to face reality.

i went through my quarter life crisis earlier on. i know that soundsd dumb and all, but just you wait. right now i am still in transition, but i am comfortable. i guess it is cause i know i am still young and am waiting for direction. i do have one, but i keep that a secret. i have so many hopes and aspiration that i get confused. i have been shopping a lot lately. but hopeful, that urge has passed.

i laid out today and almost fell asleep. it was just so comforting laying out there. when i woke, i almost rose topless, i forgot i unhooked my top. thank god i remember. that would have been embarassing.

i wonder if i bronzed up a bit. slave to love - elan atlas

so i guess that's it for now. wait......i saw charlie and the chocolate factory, it was pretty good, i guess. however.....the small creature would have been cooler if they had be different and not all the same. also, a couple of critiques. also saw, hustle and flow. that wasn't bad. aside from the begining scenes. and finally wedding crashers. everyone said it was funny. it was, i'll give it that. but i notice VV plays the same role in all his movies. hmmmm..... was entertained nonetheless.

next movie....2046...batman begins (i know), and also, this came out a while a go, but howl's moving castle is a good watch.