blog blog blog. gosh it's sunday. not an ordinary sunday. i am all tired and wouldn't mind just going to sleep, but i wanna study some some. so this is how my day went. woke up at 9 am. i was like, it's sunday i should just sleep in. but no, i woke. went to work out. came back showered and went to work. counted 5 titers, mucho unpleasant. that's like 120 plates. okay, so i did that for 4-5 hours. then i came home. had some cereal. i was really hungry cause my i felt my abdominals pounching. okay, went to get my haircut. i really like it. :) although when cece was cutting it i was like hmm...that looks like a lot of hair. but it wasn't really. i got rounded layers or so. it's nice. my hair is really straight. after that, i went to in n out and got my sis some food and had some frenchies myself. it's been a while. then came home and made myself dinner. makeing salmon is so fast. it only took 20 minutes on broil. it was very simple, just the way i like it and to close with my buko pie (YUM!)

so for the rest of the night, the plan is to study and finish the QR section. upcoming events....VAREKAI and VEGAS. gosh, i gotta plan two sets of packing, ARGHHHH. okay....i am excited about vegas....

i am so blepping bored. so i finished another chapter. got 3 more to go, so hopefully i get that done tomorrow.
i want to get it done before i go on my mini vacation. i am feeling stress. i just want to SCREAM. i have work tomorrow. ugh....i know it won't talk long, but who knows. gosh, i am such a brat and a complainer. i just want to break something and scream. so yeah, today, didn't do much cause flow kept me in.

how my day went.....woke up early cause i had to take sean to the airport. so the night before, sophia, sean and i go to seaside donuts. the crossaints weren't up to par thatday. the last time i went they were huge. it was partial my fault though cause i was rude to the dude. i felt bad, but i was so caught off guard. i mean serious to defend myself this is how it went. keeping in mind that in that area on a friday night you get all these wacko drunk people. DRUNK people can be annoying. so seeing as how i was with my little sister....i didn't want to expose her to any....well you....so this dude was outside seaside donuts smoking and as i was entering the establishment, he asks, can you give me a minute and i said NO. okay that was a bit mean. but what went through my mind was.....hmm...when he opened his mouth i thought he was going to ask me for money. which didn't happen. so yeah, i was like, why would he ask me for a minute. it so didn't make sense. i mean really, i was just put on the spot. so yeah...y? okay, usually i would be repremanded for giving a bum money, but i do it anyways. i am a sap. so yeah....we get in and it turns out he's the so-called cashier. well was i embarrassed and i put two and two together. so yeah it was awkard beyong believe and i felt bad. tried to justify myself, but whatever. just at the wrong place and the wrong time. so yeah.....whatever.

for the record i can be a mean person, but i think it's justifiable because i think i am a pretty good judge of character, so i go by my instincts. meaning that if i don't like you, i will not want to talk to you, or my orientation will be different, depending on my mood. usually, i try to express it so you won't bother me. anyways, whatever.

i better go to bed soon, big day tomorrow. wake up at 9, work out, go to work, get a hair cut, make dinner. i hope it all fits into my schedule. then study.....might have to cut a few things. so yeah, i am making me some salmon and going to surprise my coworker with some chocolate covered strawberries that i know she has been dying for me to bring in. it's her birthday anyways.

adios.

went to sumo's on friday -- thanks charles.

got my rag on friday --- having a killer saturday.

got work tomorrow. need to study. need to shop. need to get over this rag.

all i want to do it roll around. bloody hell.

i've got the munchies. i should just go to sleep. so yeah topics to look forward to...gas with humans and cars.

so today was quite flattering. as i was walking back from the gym, this guy who was sitting in his truck, probably taking a break spotted me from his side view mirror and as i was approaching he turned and said, " has anyone ever told you that you look really cute?" I was shocked, yet flattered. bare in mind, i had just come back from the gym, all sweaty and etc. so that was a nice way to start out my day.

i got another chapter done today so that was nice. and also my cycle is all messed up. when i was doing my cardio today, i was feeling some massive cramps and was about to cut it short, but it subsided so i got to finish my cardio. debating on whether i should do cardio again tomorrow, i really shouldn't cause i need to relax my muscle. maybe i'll do pilates instead. we'll see. i'm an addict, only if that's how i was with studying.

okay so here's the thing about gas. i filled up today and like wow, whenever i fill up, my car just feels so much more powerful. it's nice. but weary at the same time. now HUMANS on the other hand have the completely opposite effect. when we have GAS in us, it's such a pain. we feel big and bloated and like a beached whale. no energy at all, just a lot of horrible unpleasant gas. today i feel less beached so that is nice. gosh my lower back has been acting up lately. maybe i shouldn't go for that run. guess i shall see how i feel in the morning.

so i was looking at haistyles....i was thinking i get something along the lines of a cross between kristen davis, lucy liu, and tara reid. i am really cautious about the whole layers all around though. i don't know if i would actually like that. hmmm..... okay... hopefully i get another chapter done tomorrow. and so on. i guess i'll get on that now.

BUT, ever notice that going online just wasn't ass BAM as before. you know....now a days, all i do is check email...look at a couple of sites. chat a while. then blah.. so is online worth all that we pay for? hmmmm.....good question....so why do we choose to use it. i know these days, it's also an essential. but still...i think it is limited. or is it?

okay, i'll stop. ta ta.

is this really me?


Which Disney Princess are you?

i have out done myself once again. for the past two weeks, i have had a habit of eating cereal, at least 3 servings, with no milk. i feel myself expanding. or something. it's fat day. i hate it. i am two weeks into my cycle and i feel like a beached whale. somebody help me. so yeah. i can't wait for debloatation to start. i felt like such a piggy today. the consequences about being a girl. not to mention all the gas that is in me. i mean really. it's like a wham bam....kicking me when i am down.

so i get home from work and did my pilates. decided not to run cause my back was somewhat aching. and the fact that i'll be running tomorrow and the next four day. i might take a rest though. trying to minimize.....we'll see.

so i should be gettting another chapter done in my review book and i think i am going to postpone my dats, 2 weeks later. and gosh... my lower back is bothering me a bit. hmmmm....maybe a nice hot shower will cure it. perhaps, i am already so tired. and also.....a tip. KASHI Puffed.....bad idea. it's too dry....too much like a rice cracker. i can't imagine having it with milk. still have to try it. so sad....i wanted to the GOLEAN crunch but they were sold out. maybe that puffed will go well in my yogurt. wow...i can feel a muscle in my back as i type. too bad i can only feel it on my left side. it is very odd. it is almost pulsing like my heartbeat. perhaps, an increase in metabolism or something.

so i want to get a haircut, i but i still have no clue as what to do with it. i can't wait till the weekend comes cause i can just study. no distractions. i have it planned. i'll take sean to the airport then go to the gym, shower, eat, and study the whole day. and then do the same on sunday. i really hope i get a lot done cause i am taking a mini vacation.

i really should get going now. looking at my calendar and seeing what i have to tend to.

i feel like puking. my stomach has been so uneasy. arrghhh..... gosh, my plan to study in the morning hasn't been working out. and well at least i got a chapter done last night. okay, time to get ready for work soon.

so i have the heart of a.....


Heart of Crystal


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why can't we spell some word but we can say them? i hurt...ouchie. i got the munchies, i ate a lot today. booo....damn....it always catches up with me on wednesday. i tried using TheraBand. i am sore. i hurt. it works i guess. so i been meaning to blog lately, but internet has been driving me crazy.

i am taking a study break. i am really trying to get this G-chem down. it's not even the hard stuff but i gotta know this stuff like the back of my hand.

so i have been given the opportunity to work 1st shift. there's the pay differentiation with is not pleasing me, but i just might switch back. it might be better for me.....or would it. i hate making decisions. okay enough chit chat. i hate how my life is so unstable and uncertain right now. i will i had granted stability. sure i don't live from paycheck to paycheck like some people, but i will i knew where i was going to i can make some real decision.

i just can't stand those people and their toilet paper.

yesterday i had plenty to blog about. sadly my internet was acting up. hence --> no rants. so today.....tuesday...tuesdays always suck cause they are the longest most boring day ever. why? let me tell you why. because it is that one day of the week where it's not monday when you go back to work from the weekend and it's not the hump, which is wednesday. so tuesdays suck cause it's that in-between limbo day. i am doing laundry right about now. and tomorrow is my day of rest so i can stay up later than usually.

i wish i was back on regular schedule cause yeah i am sorta getting tired of 2nd shift. i mean it has it's advantages, but i want days again. for example, i am going to see varakai on the 24th. so it would be nice to work, then go. but yeah, taking that day off is much nicer. so that is what i am probably going to do.

i attempted to make a study schedule. but it is really sucking it. so i'll attempt again. but boo....i really have no motivation to study. i think it's cause i think i will do super well. but i really must. gosh.

it's been raining lately, it's so nice. i am loving it. but i really want to just stay at home and chill and just absorb the rainy environment. i haven't yet done so and it's sad. it's all i really want to do.

today's is my mom's birthday. we are going to celebrate it along with my dad's. still don't know what to get them. i think i might get them an ice cream cake instead of our usual from cathy's. hmmm....that reminds me, i better redeem my cashback thing.

okay, i really should study.