hahaha. i just shat. hahhaa. okay, enough glorifying about that. so i started my day off at 8:30 AM in an attempt to FINALLY get my passport done with. this is the 2nd attempt by the way. but i guess that it wasn't meant to be. I WAS SO ANNOYED cause i didn't have my license. so now i have to go next week. ARGGGGH.

i worked out, i doubled up, so pleasant. had some breakfast. i made my self an omelette using PAM, so not a good idea. it was so plain. BOOO. i should have just used the REAL STUFF. oh well, maybe next time. but now i have all this PAM.

went to work. on my break. keri and i went to urban outfitters and there i had a great find. i got this niffy shirt and i LOVE it. it's so retro!!!!. yet junky!!! you gotta LOVE it. i can't wait to sport it around like a BUM.

came home and made another attempt to make sound tasty walnuts. ATTEMPT #1: pam with brown sugar coating --> FAILED.

ATTEMPT #2: microwaved some brown sugar with water and marinated the walnuts in it and baked -->SUCCESS!!!!!

well....that's it for now. waiting for sophia so i can head to arcadia. it is becoming tiresome.

hello. so it's wednesday night...this is what i did. i did OT at work. and came home and ended up watching tv for hours on end and ended up snacking. when i had only planned to grab a snack and read sean's xanga site. 2 or more hours later, i was still downstairs- drawn to the tv. dumb new antenna with my 4 limited channels. oh so bad. i had the munchies and kept on munching. oh so bad for me. oh so bad. i feel like a beached whale. i feel chubby. oh so chubby. it must be my lack of .... i will double up tomorrow or try to.

so tomorrow, i will plan to go to the post office again to get my passport stuff in order. i should go to sleep now, since i want to wake up early and beat out all them people at the line. then do my workout and go to work. bye.

wait. need to take care of bills, and etc. maybe i will stay up. it's raining, i love it. wish there was someone here to share it with me. ohh well.

so apparently this is me: the Priss

i am so tired and will probably go to sleep soon. my back aches, ouch...again. i'm sure it will be gone by morning though. i really gotta get cracking on that studying. my DATs are just around the corner. okay, time to go.

i am tired and will probably go to sleep soon. so let's see, sean came up this weekend. it was nice. especially since it was a threee day weekend. let's see...what did we do friday night? thinking...thinking......so yeah....on valentine's day, which is a hallmark holiday, we started our day by going to the farmer's market over at the university marketplace. it was nice to walk around and see all the food and fruits and nuts. and i just love going to those things. i got some walnuts, yummm!!! the funniest thing happened. sean was going to buy these walnuts for me, and some garlic pistacios and banana chips and when he pulled out his wallet to pay for it, it was cashless. it was so 'classic.' i thought it was really funny. hehe. then we got some sandwiches at le diplomat. i hadn't been there for a while so i decided to try something new. i ordered the brocolli chicken mushroom. it was pretty good cause the brocolli and mushroom were steamed. those are my two vices, but i had a hinkering for them that day. i didn't have it with ranch and i had the garlic sauce on the side. 'on the side' --that too is so classic. when harry met sally.

after our meal, we went to trader's joe. i love going to supermarkets. i love walking around and looking at all the goodies. i got my groceries for the week and we discovered this awesome pizza dough. it was so cool. later we went to costco. that was fun too. and we even went to a supermarket. too bad it was ralphs. but oh well. it was still fun.

so then, i attempted to make chocolate covered strawberries for sean to surprise him, but it was more complicated than i thought. so listen up, here are some important tips. orginally, i was going to use some ghiradelli chocolate. so i melted that, but it didn't melt too well, so i though, i'd add some grand marnier to help it melt, but it just wouldn't. so i scratched that. wasted chocolate, so sad. then i went out to get some but the store i had in mind was closed. luckily, i forgot that i had some laying around. i was saved. so on to attempt #2. i melted 1 cup of chocolates morsels successfully. and then added the liquor....that is when i realized that was a BAD idea. you so can't add liquor with chocolate cause it hardens it quickly and well that was so wasted. so sad. i thought i was screwed, but fortunately i had enough to make 5 strawberries. SAVED. all in all, it worked out.

Sean made the best veggie pizza ever. it was so yummy. he had the toughest time rolling out the dough with our lack of flour. but it all paid off cause the smell was delicious and the taste was oh so yummy.

on sunday, we went to arcadia to pick up my baby sis. we had a lovely meal there with my parents and i got to take some more lute back to my pad. hehehe.

today, we finally saw donnie darko. eh...i didn't think the movie was all that. overall, i didn't really like it. so to make this more lively, we saw 50 first dates. it was a date movie, but i thought it was just okay, it was cute, but i would probably never want to watch it again.

alrighties, i am pretty tired, so i think i am just going to hit the hay. i am so happy, it's almost or is it tuesday? it's nice, short week. yuppie. score!

i am oh so bored, bored, bored. today is thursday and i am waiting for my sister so that i could head back to arcadia. i saw friends today, i think there are 5 left and that is the first of the last season that i have seen. today is friday the 13th. i am glad it is friday. i can't wait cause i get a 3 day weekend. it's nice to get a day off. too bad i don't get compensated for it. but oh well.

lately, i have been job searching. it is quite tiresome. so i am going to take a break from it all and now just concentrate on my DATs which i will be taking in may. YES, i finally set a date. so yeah, pray for me.

a lot has been troubling me lately, so i have i am just thinking too much into it. so i think that ive decided to just stay in irvine because moving is such a pain. okay, i am not in a chit chatty mood. ta ta.

so it's monday and off to another new week. still in my depressed mode and haven't snapped out of it. i find myself thinking a lot these days. about life and the people around and usually sad thoughts come to mind. i been edgy lately and went down to sand diego this past weekend to take the edge off. but alas, it still surfaces. so is it irvine, or is it something else. it is probably because i am in "transition." that is the absolute worst because you are not in school and not in a career. it sucks. it's making me quite the devil's cousin.

so my weekend..... i worked....then, headed off to sd. i watch anger management. the whole time you are hating on buggy, but in the end it pans out. i liked it. marisa tomeo has such charm. okay, then later, we hit up this party over at alex's which akei was throwing. don't really know him, but most of my friends lived there, so we checked it out. i had some interesting corn tortillas there. which were i believe marinated in beef and beer. i must admit, it was quite tasty.

so yeah, of course people drank, not me, cause yeah...i don't do beer. but also cause i think i am at the...tried it...did it....over it. i mean, i will occassionally.....but that's it.

while i was down there, we also celebrated greg's birthday. and when i got back home, i found out it was also my housemate's birthday. he's so nice and polite.

well i am tired, so i think i will just clean up and hit the sack. have an early day tomorrow....BOOO

it's raining outside. it's so nice. i love the rain especially when i am indoors. so yeah, here goes, i started my day out earlier than usual. i think it is because i went to sleep so early. so i went for my run, but towards the ends, i got cramps, so i couldn't cool down. but after a while, i finished up my sets, so i am happy about that. i did some job searching before work and applied to a couple. so we'll see what comes of it. still debating on the "move." so far it is in favor or irvine. but i have made some decisions and i'll see how it pans out at the end of the week. i am less stressed so that is good. i made my dinner which was okay, it needed raisins and walnuts. i had a sandwich and salad. complete veg meal.

so i got to work and gosh, arnold is so freaking annoying. he has gotten on my nerves and i just can't simply stand him. so i brought him the red envelope catalog, but that ungrateful rat. gosh, you can look it up online too. it's not that hard. okay well anyways, what really urked me about him was how he needs "us" to inject for him. but can't he realize that we are busy too. I was busy doing my stuff and i am on "timer" so hello? the whole world doesn't revolve around you. i'll help you when i can, but don't complain to me when i have my own obligations to take care off. i am serious sick and tired of your bashing. bash to yourself.

that's today's rant. okay, on wednesday, i am picking up my diploma and maybe getting a trim. and also catching some breakfast with my sister. she's going to get a drastic cut. yeah.....okay...

the verdict...still pending....still thinking.....

choices? why are they so hard to make? so right now, i think i have hit a crossing point in my life. I have to make a decision. I hate decisions. life sucks. everything sucks. i should just go to sleep so i can stop ranting. i have the option to move back to arcadia, but i think perhaps that is not the right thing for me to do. i really either need to find a career or go back to school. i think that to be successful and be happy, i must take the plung and go back to school and finally persue my career as a pediatric dentist. after much thought and consideration, i think this is the path i was meant to take. so i must now really concentrate and kick ass on my DATs. so for the next few months that is what my life will be devoted to. Where shall i be doing this studying? should i go home to arcadia and start saving money or live it up in irvine. hmmm....i figure if i am going to imprision myself in school, i might as well live it up now, when i still can. so for the next year or two, i will just find a job and then off to dental school i go. so have i made the choice to stay in irvine. perhaps.

living at home would be nice, but are the cons greater than the pros. is money more important than sanity?