lazy monday. anyways, i been so down and depressed lately and i know exactly why but i am just not doing anything about it. it's really driving me nuts. this week is a pretty busy one, so i wish i could skip all this emotional crap and get on with my business. i am really getting tired of this self trials and tribulations. i don't know how much more of this i can take cause it's really blogging me down. anyways haven't found a permanent picker upper, only temporary distractions. anyways, i need to clear my mind and STUDY. seriously. i wish i could just relieve of make all this un wanted so called stress and anticipation disappear.

anyways, i am in a slump.

on another note, i saw matrix. it was good to get out and interact with people. thanks linda. so yeah, i like the 1st matrix better cause man, you can't fully appreciate the 2nd one until you watch the 3rd one. so yeah, i shall leave it at that. then on friday, we headed over to thai town and highlands for sirintra's birthday. the place we ate at the thai town was off the hook. it needs no name, just a sign of a sppon and a fork. they had live music and just the whole atmosphere was awesome. seriously! would so go there again. and it is way better than going to one of those fancy smacy restuarants like lawry's or the stinking rose. this place is way cooler and more worth it to go to!!! Thanks Sirintra for introducing me to spoons and forks. yeah, i know that sounded a little primitive huh? well it ain't. Then after dinner, we headed over to the highlands. it was a pretty cool place to go to. would go there again. here's a pics of a night in hollywood and more and here are other pictures from my album.

what to look forward to, banquet pics and memorial weekend pics.

well, i think that's about it for now. hopeful i'll fall out of this slump. lates.

ahhh...hello there. so tired, need a massage. badly! any takers? anyways, the weekend is over, BOO! it was a good weekend though ;). anyways, time to get back to work. ta ta.

hey there. i am so sore. i exercised today. anyways, hmmm....just wanted to links some pics. this is going to be a short entry cause i am too tired to blah. and go on endlessly. what i will say though is that I NEED A MASSAGE. any givers?

so anyways, as for updates....this is what sheila has been up to the past week. okay, i went to san diego the weekend before this to go chill with my pals. we hit up this club at downtown san diego. have a nice day cafe. it was neat how they had a disco floor! then went home monday. then went out with brian on tuesday and say cowboy bebop at the university center edward's. it was so cool. we had the theater to ourselves. good thing too cause i just could not stop burping. it was probably the strawberry lemonade i had at red robin. then on wednesday simon and i ate at nice time cafe. haven't been there in the longest time. on thursday went out with sirintra to islands. i really haven't been there in ages. then friday saw x2 at the spectrum edwards. went with sondhaya and wendy and met up with gen and glenn. i haven't seen them in so long. we ate and shopped afterwards.

so after all this eating out, i am really grossed out by food and can't stand it.

i been feeling down lately....maybe i have pmdd. hmmmm.......anyways, today i went shopping with sondhaya and wendy.....i bough myself a pillow to make myself feel better. it's really nice and pretty. matches nicely with my quilt. anyways. hope this week is better. i have a midterm on friday....boo.... :(

oh yeah, my computer is slowing down....booo...that means i gotta burn some stuff.

so anyways, here are some pictures.

this one is from the past weekend in san diego and this one is from a cople of weeks back when my friends and i went to trilogy.

sitting here listening to billie myers -- kiss the rain. I really love this song. i don't know why, if you are wondering that is, so don't ask me just yet. let me think about it some. I really like how it begins, everytime i heard that it makes me tremble inside. I react when i heard it and it gives me "that" sensation. Not a alot of songs can do that to you, ya know?

anyways, still working on my lab report. it's like 4ish, and i still have my introduction, discussion. working on my results section. so yeah, i would like to take a nap, but we'll see. i'll be really depressed when light begins to shine. of course, its different when that happens around you. :)i am so glad the weekend is coming up. i really need this break. i hope i actually utilize this time and not waste it doing some nonsense crap. ahhhhh.......sometimes i just get so frustrated. i am SO glad i am graduating, i really need this break from school.

I noticed my motivation strive hasn't been as strong. i am really disappoint about that and i feel like i am such a slacker. i find myself having no time to do everything i want to be doing. and that needs to change. maybe i should just stop working at least until school ends. then i can start concentrating on my DATs. if i am even still considering that. probably. so that's what has been on my mind lately. That i should quite my job cause i feel myself not having enough time to do what i need to do. even though i work 6 hours plus 2 days a week, i find it taking a lot out of me. but also......i think to myself. hmm.....well, what would i be doing. nothing really, so i am just better off working, what do you think?