gosh....i feel quite horrible today. i think i'm sick. i can hear it in my voice now. my throat is so dry that i am constantly having to drink water bottle after bottle. my nose is to the point of congestion and well its no good. i think i am going to start coughing so i better drink gallons of water. and my body is aching. sorry for being such a winer guys. anyways, going up north today. driving up with jason and ruby. thanks so much jason. and you too ruby. you guys are the best! hopefully i don't get either of you sick. anyways, i am a bit tired. and still need to finish packing. so smell ya later.

currently listening to moby -- memory gospel.

so today is wednesday. the day that i really have to crack down and my studying on. maybe i should go to the library, but i don't really see that happening because i just can't stay there too long. props to those of you that can though. so yeah.....i think i'll brush my teeth, get a bowl of cereal, shower and study. then go to school and see my professor and then come back home and study. we'll see how all things go. just need to STUDY. I just can't wait till after 10:00 AM tomorrow cause then I am FREE. FREE from school for at least the next week. I can't wait. SPRING BREAK babe!!!!! Thank goodness we have such an occassion. I bow to those administrative people.

oh yeah, don't worry, this entry won't be an essay like all the other ones that i write. hmm.....i think that's pretty much all i had to say for now. off to brush my teeth so i can eat. oh yeah, today i woke up with a pleasant though, so i'm not all that crabby. still not in the best mood, it's the whole finals things, but after tomorrow, it'll be grant. with the plus and minus of ohh....i coulda done better on that exam and dang work, but after that it's chill. might even head over to urban and get a top and then to target to get a toothbrush and toothpaste and whatever else i need. then dinner with my research group, then. .... :)

want to nap. can't. will not wake up. turn into deep sleep. need motivation. need to study. study sheila! and stop looking for something to snack on. you have nothing to snack on. and if you did, don't. you'll feel sick afterwards. so it is better to starve. okay. time for me to study. no use not studying cause well....don't want to sound cocky but well....okay, i am going to study and be quiet now and stop digging myself into a hole. ciao.

hey there, noticed i haven't blogged in a while. probably cause i've been in a crabby mood lately. anyways, i just woke up. went to take a nap and woke up at 6:30. dahhh...got no work done at all. gotta stop taking naps cause i never wake up. oh well, it's not like it was pressing anyways. so yeah....still all groggy. my neck aches, i think i need a new pillow. haven't had any good sleep lately. with my two pillows you'd assume it'd be more confortable. oh well.

let's see. went to the doctors yesterday. i got my physical and the doctor said i'm A-ok. don't feel so a -ok though. it's this damn period, i tell you. guys are so lucky. my whole body is aching as we speak. it really sucks. :( Maybe a nice hot shower will do the trick. So yeah, as i was saying, i also got a blood test done and DAMN that needle hurt. I still felt it after she took it out. OUCH! I always wondered though, what if there wasn't enough blood in that vein she chose...cause that's happened to my brother. I was really tempted to look too, but i decided not to. sometimes i really find it amusing.

ate some after that and then took a nap. i had cereal, it was SO good. I haven't had it in a while. so it was really yummy. it was special K red berries. I would be eating some right now, but i've got no milk. so i'll have to go to the supermarket later. oh yeah, I GREW!!!!!! Yeah! I am 5' 5 now. officially. see before i was only 5' 4 and 3/4. so now i've moved up. and i though i was done growing, i guess not. WOOHOO!!!!

i also went to go get my eye check follow up. can you believe it, my eyes as SO bad now. -3.50. NO WAY. seriously. they went up 1.25 from last year. what the? CRAZIE!!!!! BUT i am going to get re-checked cause i don't trust this doctor. because she gave me the wrong percriptions the first time, or so she claims. and she keeps thinking that she issued a -3.50 to me. but i know she didn't. and so i doubt her and thus will not buy any contacts until i know for sure that is what my actual percription is. i have noticed though that my eyes have gone bad. cause i can't see even with the contacts i have. well i can see, but not too well, like if it was far away. i might give the -3.50 a try today. i hope it doesn't do anything bad to me though. i also didn't know that your eye glass percription is the same as contacts. debating what i should get done....hmmm........i might do eye glasses and just get contacts myself. hmmm.....i guess i'll think about that.......get new frames as well, huh? maybe, but i really like the ones i have....they are so light. heheheh. that's titanium for you.

Moving on. i have to work today. CRAPS. then study (which I will really do). today the saga begins. :( But then after Thursday when i am FREE, it's gonnabe a blast....tee heee.

it's almost ten. i should shower and get to work. i hope i get out early, then maybe i can run some errands, eat, and study.

saw my sassy girl. SO FUNNY! I really like it. :)
also saw princess mononoke. also very good. :)

ahhhh....can't wait till finals are over!!!!

at home in arcadia. just got back from watching a movie with my sister. the guru. it was a pretty good movie, actually i liked it a lot. so what made it so all that? hmm....well, i really liked the whole dance sequence and the story itself wasn't bad. yup, now i gotta get the dvd. hehe. let's see.....still need to start my laundry. i have so much to do, booo...... i better get cracking on it too cause tomorrow i don't know if i'll have to do all of it. okay, well, i don't really have that much to do, but still.

friday......went to class. then work. then office hours. it went well. i upped my 91 to a 95 in classics. i feel quite proud of myself now considering the cut off for a solid A was 89. I also scored a letter of rec. whoo hooo. I was chit chatting with my professor and he was telling me how life is europe is so much more awesome. another interesting fact that i learned was that he's canadian. and well, if you know me......i have this whole thing for the whole canadian culture. anyways......after that, i headed over to another professor's office hours and that went well too cause, uh...well...i knew i was doing well in that class, but i guess i just wanted to hear some clarification that i am actually getting an A. so far that's 3 A's, my best ever. now all i got to do is raise my B+ to an A in ethics. that is the only class that is holding me back from my 4.0 this quarter. Down side to all this....i gotta write my personal statement for dental school and REALLY get cracking on my DATs. motivation proclamation.

went to thai spice for dinner with some buddies. man on man, never going there again. it wasn't really all that bad. i think i just chose a bad combo. something mildly spicy and something sweet is definitely a bad mix. i just wanted to puke. so after that i left for arcadia. the drive wasn't so bad. it went pretty smooth. thanks jay. so i get home and my parents bring back lobster tacos. yum. it was delicious. i must say though, they really like to trick my little brother. see they told him that what he was eating was a lobster burrito but in reality it was a fish burrito. see, my lil bro doesn't like to eat fish. so my parents have to con him, so he'll eat something. and since today is a no meat day, fish/lobster was the only thing he could eat. i would explain further why he doesn't like to eat fish, but don't want to bore you too much.

so to liven things up, i slept so much yesterday. hmmm....that kinda killed it cause now, i feel all tired. also, don't feel too much like myself when writing this. okay, something is irking me, that's why. can't really say. at least not here. so moving on......what's on the menu for tomorrow?

so here's the plan.....wake up early and finish doing laundry and run. i really need to run. i feel like i've eaten so much this week. i should weigh myself and see. hmm...jabbing pain in my tummy? what does it all mean? as i was saying.....so then after that, maybe run some errands if need be. then go to costco for my follow up check up for my eyes. then head over to my cousins for my neice's birthday. then church. then dinner with my family. which reminds me, i better get a cake for my dad. then back up to irvine. :D

sidenote: at home, okay....when i am at home my patience level drops. yeah....i am really annoyed right now. even though i don't go blowing up at my parents like my sister.......all i want to do is scream sometimes. so as you can see when i am blogging i hate to be disturbed.....imagine...sheila....sheila....sheila....aren't you going to do your laundry....sheila....where are you going to sleep....etc....and all this bickering in the background over nothing. ahhhhhh....someone shoot me! and then i come to my senses and realize why i like to spend so much time by myself when i am at school. yup, it's decided i am not going to move back home after i graduate. my parents aren't mature enough. but still, i go home, it's the whole family give and take thing....cause they are family.

okay, i've calmed down now. so as i was saying, i have a lot of patience, but when it comes to my family, i am not as patient. it's probably cause i am more comfortable around them and cause they are my FAMILY. so here's another reason why i don't like coming home. there is no place for me to sleep. seriously. that's one reason and cause it's a damper.

well, that's it for now.

oh yeah, sean......thanks. the pig game was awesome, i really enjoyed it. gave me a good laugh. and the music... you remembered :) 823